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im in a really bad mood, so im gonna bitch now. break was ok, not that amazing though, i didnt really get to see anyone, every one is busy with boyfriends or girlfriends now. only people to pay attention to me now are jon and andrew, ricky too, but he gets "distracted". does anyone know when the holden show is gonna be. and the piebald show, and the get up kids, who is going to the latter two??? jon hit an old italian guy last night who couldnt speak english. that was kinda scary, yet hilarious. i really didnt see adrianne once, and when i did she seemed mad at me. oh yeah. my fucking fish dies last night. and i didnt even get to say bye. i really did cry when i found out. im pathetic. emile prolly just flushed him too. inconsiderate bastard. i didnt do anything over break worth talking about. hung out with my bro and my dog while we waited for people to get out of school. not that i did anything when they did get out. i dont know what my deal is. i couldnt socialize for my life. i was like afraid of everyone. i met two kittens. i saw anna. hmm... nothing really good happened. i got stuck in NH for two days. i dont know. now im just stranded at school again. alone. bored. sad. stressed. all my fucking teachers are already talking about exams. i have like 4 tests in two days at the end of this week. so ill focus on those before i freak out about exams. i dont know if i will be home at all in the next three weeks. id be surprised if i survive, honestly. i have to go. this entry is making me more upset. fuck off.