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i really have been in such a good mood since i got home friday afternoon, but for some reason i havnt been able to portray it. i dont know, but people keep asking if im ok and stuff. weird. i think im still tired, but anyway im really just like feeling complacent, and have been for a while.. i mean in not really like pumped, but im not in a bad mood. like theres no where i would really wanna be or be doing. im fine just sittin at home with my dog and my mom. and for the past few days everything has been fine. like from friday when i got home everything just went well. like everything to do with the show was fine... and i think my bro had a good time... and best thing ever! i saw a kid there and it made my whole night... in fact... its still making me in a good mood. amazing. then like yesterday i got to hang out with jon and i just kinda was bored all day, and then i went out, and we didnt do anything, but i was just content with everything, even though i was pretty bored. still, i was really tired, so i could see how i could come off as upset or somthing. i wasnt though. i came home pretty early last night though, andrew was all needing sleep and being dumb, really the only bad part of the past few days. anyway i came home and hung out with my dog and then my mom woke me up at 4 and we watched the meteor shower. we bonded :) today i woke up and me and jon and shaun cruised around and did shit. hit the mall. that was fun, i think they thought i wasnt happy though. i felt bad. i had them drop me off, cause i couldnt really contribute to their having fun cause they wanted to talk about bands and stuff. so i came home to see my dog. it was cool though. i like car trips. jon played horrible music though. made us listen to milencolin and homegrown. oh well. wasnt that bad. no plans for the rest of the week really... but anyway.... hmmm