Wrote this one on Tuesday... but held off posting due to the election.

( blurb about #12. )

I started off the second session of the week saying "I don't think I can do this anymore, I don't think I can keep coming."  I really thought about it on the way there and was almost dead set on giving up on this.  But I realized, too, that it's me just wanting to pull away, fearing the closeness, fearing the vulnerability.  So I told him that and ( Read more... )

I had some stuff written about my 5th, 6th and 7th sessions with Jack that I've been meaning to post.  Any insight/feedback that anyone would care to share is always appreciated.  I have a hard time writing for myself, unfortunately.

On the whole, I'd say this is a tough process/experience to be going through, but I think writing about it each ( Read more... )