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foryoutonotice

i want so badly to believe, that there is truth, that love is real

Aug 03, 2003 12:59

innocence doesnt last forever. and when it ceases to exist any longer, it isnt always bad.

6 more daysgood and bad, as with everything. everyone i have talked to lately laughs at me. "youll be back so soon" i want to stay for as long as possible, if only to spite them. not the best reason to stay, i know, but fuck you. so what if my life wont be ( Read more... )

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*to my west coast* afightingword August 3 2003, 17:57:40 UTC

Della, you are very much so, AMAZING! You're not a failure, in any sense of the word. People should be envious of you and the qualities you display. What you are...is the furthest thing from a failure. People criticize when they are jealous, so take no mind to them. The most important thing is to just remember that YOU know how it is, and that's the only person that you really need to please; because people will always have their opinions and nonsense to throw into any situation. It's like the too many cooks in the kitchen analogy...now is the time where you have to be like "get the F*** out of my kitchen, cause we're cooking this shit my way!" At this point encouragement is KEY, and you don't need people being ridiculous, because when it comes down to it, you're going either way. They should be encouraging success and happiness, not taking shots and bets on you coming back. All I have to say is, WHEN you succeed, just look over your shoulder, and give them that amazing cynical smerk you do oh so well...and that's all that will need to be said. You do it for you, and then you revel in the fact you proved them wrong, and you came out on top, your way. That's how it's got to be...bottom line.

*all of this meant with much love and sincerity

Re: *to my west coast* w1shinstar August 3 2003, 18:37:43 UTC

yeah!!! what he said!!!

i know im gonna miss you so much, because youre gonna be gone for a long time living a great, wonderful, SPONTANEOUS life.

Re: *to my west coast* foryoutonotice August 3 2003, 20:46:06 UTC

awhhhhhhhh. lovelovelove you.

i want you to move with me. ill cry everytime i feel wonderful, because you wont be there to feel wonderful with.

Re: *to my west coast* w1shinstar August 3 2003, 21:39:07 UTC

ill cry everytime i think of you

Re: *to my west coast* foryoutonotice August 3 2003, 20:43:09 UTC

did i tell you i missed you?

i love that you read through that whole thing and took time to write a big reply back. i appreciate that so much, love.

im happy someone believes in me <3

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