sick sounding and all that i am
this is all i can be right now, and i apologize. because you know that i am so much more, and you should be able to bring this out...and you do. and you see it. the words i wish to say are spoken but inaudibably, but they show, all over my body, especially my eyes. and you read my eyes so well. i know its not fair to you, i lose myself, but thats not an excuse. its all that i am, and i will never feel enough for you