an act of balance, blown over by the oceans breeze

[forwhatitsworth]

to the left of me lies a boquet of flowers that i do not deserve

Comments

[anonymous]

man im sorry about everything that has happened this week.....trust me i had a pretty shitty week myself and i looked for you all day on thursday to talk to you about everything but when i finally found you i just didn't know what to say and figured you prolly didn't really wanna talk and its not easy for me to talk to you anymore since we arn't as tight as we used to be i mean we can just talk about bull shit but nothing too serious but your still my boy and id do anything for you and when i was breaking up your fight it was kinda funny cuz i was still really drunk and i was just thinking i cant let them fight what if he hurts his hands he wont be able to play guitar then and thats where my ohc security power came into effect but seriously man just watching you progress over the past couple years is amazing and you have a gift and i know your going to have great success make all the negatives into positives by using that as your motivation you are the fucking man
take care i know you'll be fine
andy

[forwhatitsworth]

hey andy, im sorry i missed you on saturday night. i really wanted to talk to you, but i couldnt find your sn again when i got back on. natalie called, we talked some things over, wish i coudlve seen her though. when i got back on, my computer errored, and then i couldnt find you. thanks for the post, and for being my friend, and for everything.

[brianjameskirk]

only one word to desbribe ups downs and love and hate and black and white, so brilliant in conception but poorly executed and used too much- FUCK. play the negatives, they always turn out good.. even the bullshit makes you stronger and suicide is the worst attempt for strength.. and what are you without that strength, a fool who can't express emotion for which you live on.. guitar/writing/living, whatever... don't give up so easily and if anything realize that the worst of times arn't that bad at all in hindsight, they merely change what you thought was right or wrong into something beautiful whether it be a song or a morality. selfishness is a hard thing to throw away... but the absensce ofselfishness is repaid through the love of others...
i felt compelled to reply since you put so much into that post.. keep writing dude and take care

[forwhatitsworth]

sorry this post was so long brian. i think it was around 14 pages single spaced when i checked it last. thanks for the reply, made me think alot.