im sorry, im leaving

[forwhatitsworth]

i had a long journal update to try and udnerstand why we didnt work ashley, but my internet errored before i got to finish it.

and i still dont understand

you pushed me away? i guess i pushed you away as well

im sorry, i really wanted for us to work

but when it gets to the point i have to ask you to kiss me, then it is time to move on

i hope you understand why i cant be friends with you, not because your not an amazing person, but because it iwll hurt me to much

and in case your wondering, if i had the chance over again, but nothing woudl chance, i woudl do this again, just to have shared the way we were, for at least a moment.

i hope someday you meet someone who can do this for you, but i guess it is not me, or maybe it is, but i gues well never find out

im sorry
forgive me one day if i prove worth

love
sean