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Okay, so I met Ashley.
WOW. Holy fuck. If any of you, or anyONE really knew how much this would mean to me, or how big this is.. this would deserve a posterboard rather than a shitty ass journal entry. This needs lights. o_o;;
Ashley and I have gone so far back and through so much and so many "ruts" and so many "high points" and this is going on for like 5 years.
So many trivial things and so many trials and, freezing in the snow, I wait for her.
As it always sort of was, surprising myself even now with showing the same regard.
So yeah.. it's amazing. Especially being in her room o_o the order of all operations for the past 5 years, all the sleepless nights, the RP, the intensity, the dictionary pounding for new ways to explain things. o_o It was all there. In one, confined, basement. And a dog. >_>;;
HER DOG IS THE CUTEST THING IN THE WORLD BUT SHE NEVER TALKS ABOUT HER. XD Attention seeking thing, it is.
But yeah. GOD Josh's computer sucks really bad why is he wasting his money on video games. >_>; he needs t3h com awesomeness!!
BAAACK to the subject... erm... Ash... <3 and I finally got to hug her, too. Like I said I would do. o_o We hugged for quite a while, surprisingly, and.. it was good. It was like the final sanctity of everything, of all our shit. An agreement sort of. Putting it to rest, in a happy coffin, and opening up something smiling.
And now we live in an Epilogue. x]
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on another note, i hope we can hang out on her day off, or whenever she gets money. XD So she can feel well, ne, ashu-chan ?
WOW. Holy fuck. If any of you, or anyONE really knew how much this would mean to me, or how big this is.. this would deserve a posterboard rather than a shitty ass journal entry. This needs lights. o_o;;
Ashley and I have gone so far back and through so much and so many "ruts" and so many "high points" and this is going on for like 5 years.
So many trivial things and so many trials and, freezing in the snow, I wait for her.
As it always sort of was, surprising myself even now with showing the same regard.
So yeah.. it's amazing. Especially being in her room o_o the order of all operations for the past 5 years, all the sleepless nights, the RP, the intensity, the dictionary pounding for new ways to explain things. o_o It was all there. In one, confined, basement. And a dog. >_>;;
HER DOG IS THE CUTEST THING IN THE WORLD BUT SHE NEVER TALKS ABOUT HER. XD Attention seeking thing, it is.
But yeah. GOD Josh's computer sucks really bad why is he wasting his money on video games. >_>; he needs t3h com awesomeness!!
BAAACK to the subject... erm... Ash... <3 and I finally got to hug her, too. Like I said I would do. o_o We hugged for quite a while, surprisingly, and.. it was good. It was like the final sanctity of everything, of all our shit. An agreement sort of. Putting it to rest, in a happy coffin, and opening up something smiling.
And now we live in an Epilogue. x]
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on another note, i hope we can hang out on her day off, or whenever she gets money. XD So she can feel well, ne, ashu-chan ?