Nov 21, 2005 18:22
KxRxOxNxOxS: hey baby
XxxTheMadPoetxxX: Heyy morning.
KxRxOxNxOxS: ok look
KxRxOxNxOxS: im just gunna say it
KxRxOxNxOxS: i still have strong feelings for you
KxRxOxNxOxS: and i didnt think i did
KxRxOxNxOxS: but a few days ago i called you to see what was new in your life and i found out you and josh were "together" and i got really mad and semi jelouse and i realized i still love you.
Even through all the sex you and your new girlfriend have ? Mmm... *Trails off in thought.* o_o
Just goes to show me how much I can avoid in life when I only date people that are severely close to me and not some random loser that walks in my store one day. I'm pretty sure me dating Ron [ Kronos ] only justified itself with the seperation of Garrod first, then me realizing my feelings for Josh during the Ron period and was able to make that transgression easily.
x3 Hooray for the way the world works. I feel like Ron got me away from Garrod just long enough for me to cling back on to Josh.
Vicky said something about getting a boyfriend maybe o_o I am interested.
MY BEST FRIEND is also getting married, lo and behold, do I vomit ? Do I feign happiness ? I think I'll feign happiness, just like I've always done.
I'm wondering where Ashley is, she hasn't been here and I was afraid to tell her what happened about the phonecall and now she's done and disappeared. Ah, well, it was going to happen sooner or later.
I MIGHT BE IN DENVER for like an HOUR so WHOEVER LIVES IN COLORADO *COUGH COUGH* COME VISIT ME. XD I'll be scarred for life after leaving Canada for the time being.. until I return there again. o_o
I need to decide on a life. Where I'm living. I'm pretty sure it's going to be up there. Fucking paperwork though.. maybe I'll just chill out there a lot, and when I can I'll go research schools up there in the vicinity.. work on my life. =] And a job in TokyoPop.