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[forsaken_hisoka]

[OOC: I'm sorry i was gone for so long i was sick and i couldn't get out of bed

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[tsukau_nin]

I'm available if you need to speak with me.

[forsaken_hisoka]

Thank you Kabuto. I was wondering where you were. I had farm duties so i couldn't keep lookng for you.

[tsukau_nin]

I've been around... Trying to meet some of the new people... Did you know that there are other shinigami here now?

[forsaken_hisoka]

There are? I'm afraid they won't take my feelings of fultilty away.

[shirou__kamui]

If I'm making you confused... I..I apologise...

[forsaken_hisoka]

You would never make me confused Kamui. I love you and that's all that's on my mind right now.

[forsaken_hisoka]

What if i am? I'll protect Kamui with my life. I love him now and always. I would never dream of hurting him and if anyone else does i'll make it a point to kill them.

[OOC:Hisoka would never run from anything.]

[forsaken_hisoka]

I will take care Kamui and i won't ever leave his side. He has been through alot and so have i that's why i can relate to him. I want to be with him i want him to love me like i love him.

[OOC:I think my Shiki has somethig to say about that. ;) Yes regeneration skills.]

[_kuchikibunny]

Well that Kadaj guy does seem quite crazy. I don't find it surprising that he scares you.

Normal... Shinigamis can never be normal in this world...

[forsaken_hisoka]

I know we can never be normal but why do we act normal? GAH I NEVER SAID I WAS AFRAID OF HIM!!!!! But like i said before "The corpse that exsists to fly with purpose and the claws for hunting fear...Exchange them all with the weight of the heart too heavy for wings to bear."

[OOC:That's my favorite poem in Saiyuki Reloaded coming from Kougaiji.]

[_kuchikibunny]

I have no idea what your definition of "normal" is but we're shinigamis and we'll always be different from those who are still living. I'm not saying we're weird... it's just that... well.... there are things they can do that we're not allowed to.

[Rukia is still confused. after all, Hisoka's concept of "shinigami" is different from hers. ^^;]

[forsaken_hisoka]

"Definition of normal?" Normal meaning you don't have to live forever, Normal meaning you don't have to do this job, I want to be able to walk out in the sun and say i'm normal. I just wanted my parents to love me.

[OOC:Hisoka is always depressed don't worry. His parents thought he was a freak and they tried to kill him. Now he just wants to be normal.]

[prince_kougaiji]

Why do you feel this way? I don't understand you should be proud to be who you are. Don't let yourself or anyone else tell you differently. Everyones self is probably the one person who hurts them the most.

[forsaken_hisoka]

Who the hell are you? You shouldn't say anything if you don't understand. Of course you would make a remark like that because you're only a demon. Hahaha i'm talking to myself. Demons don't feel they just kill...Like me...I killed demons everyday of my life without feeling sorrow or remorse.