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[OOC: I'm sorry i was gone for so long i was sick and i couldn't get out of bed.]
Hisoka here. Kamui are you alright. My dearest. I don't feel like myself being stranded here is making me ill. I will stay only to make sure Kamui is happy and safe. But at the same time i feel guilty. Tsuzuki did i abandon you? Do you hate me? i went to see Kabuto today but i couldn't find him. I ned to talk to him. Subaru, Kamui, all of you...I want you all to be happy with me. I want to be normal. I want to live a normal life. I don't want to kill, i don't want to be a murderer. I was eating and i realized i never satisfy myself. I love Kamui and Tsuzuki but the guilt of falling deeply in love with Kamui and caring more about him than Tsuzuki. I feel worthless. Do i have a purpose? I was working on the farm and i cut my hand i knew that it didn't matter because of my regeneration ability but it made me feel alone. I'm not the only person like myself here. But i feel that way. I've been working hard. I try to keep my distance from Kadaj he is a scary fellow.
Hisoka here. Kamui are you alright. My dearest. I don't feel like myself being stranded here is making me ill. I will stay only to make sure Kamui is happy and safe. But at the same time i feel guilty. Tsuzuki did i abandon you? Do you hate me? i went to see Kabuto today but i couldn't find him. I ned to talk to him. Subaru, Kamui, all of you...I want you all to be happy with me. I want to be normal. I want to live a normal life. I don't want to kill, i don't want to be a murderer. I was eating and i realized i never satisfy myself. I love Kamui and Tsuzuki but the guilt of falling deeply in love with Kamui and caring more about him than Tsuzuki. I feel worthless. Do i have a purpose? I was working on the farm and i cut my hand i knew that it didn't matter because of my regeneration ability but it made me feel alone. I'm not the only person like myself here. But i feel that way. I've been working hard. I try to keep my distance from Kadaj he is a scary fellow.