Apr 12, 2009 18:01
Sometimes I feel like everyone I know has a severe case of "the dumb." It makes me want to kill them. If you can't figure out that I am my own person, and not an extension of my boyfriend, then I want nothing to do with you. Likewise if you can't discern him as his own person, and therefore feel the need to ignore him when you wish to ignore me. It's stupid, and silly, and really doesn't accomplish anything. Except make me lower the number of friends that I keep.
Honestly, I've had it up to here with the whole damn thing. It's absolutely stupid that some people spend all their time stressing out and doing nothing but worrying about themselves, so much that they put all the REAL work onto someone else's shoulders. So, my school is doing this play. No one, including the actors, really want to do this play, but they're making the best of it. The actors, that is. They're not slacking off and not learning their lines because they want to get back at the guy who bought the rights to it before checking if anyone actually wanted to do it.
The tech, on the other hand, is slacking. Honestly, if your job is to read lines for other people, and maybe gather a few props, and someone (who never actually said he would help but was dragged into it) needs something, then maybe you should try to help, instead of just saying, "Yeah, no one actually feels like doing that, so maybe you should just take more time out of your day to walk up and see him. I'm sure he's still there." That shit isn't fair. No, he can't use my information because I already HAVE an iTunes account, so that's pointless. He can't use mine because I'll end up spending it. I know me. I'm trying to do the right thing, unless you want me to steal money from your club? Because if so, then by all means let him use my iTunes account to get the music for your play. Honestly, I don't even want that music on my computer. There's no way to get rid of it; iTunes will see that it's gone and automatically download it again, as if I actually want it.
But really, guys, being mad at my boyfriend and not talking to me because of it? How low is that? Or, if I did something to you, perhaps you should grow a pair and actually tell me what's wrong. I get that you're stressed out, as if I'm not. But fuck, people, it's the end of the semester, what the fuck did you think was going to happen? Don't be a bitch to me because I'm trying not to take my stress out on everyone else. Get over it, or get a new friend. I'm sick of dealing with the same shit every single year at the same fucking time. I'm not doing it anymore.
In short, pull the stick out of your ass or go fuck yourself with it and leave me alone.
I'm sick of drama, and I don't need any more from you fucks.