Time for an update... I guess
From last episode,
- need money, get a good job
- need to check my health, time for some doctor appointments... like the dentist, I like shiny teeth :D
- need to see about school, just to know what the damage will be if I go that way... when I go that way
- need to get back into super shape
- need to look at goals... set some short terms, and some long terms. No direction is no way to go :)
- need to get some therapy, not for insanity, just to get some help keeping my motivation up, mind over matter, we all need help :)
- need to regulate intake... acursed word... nutrition :)
Well, I reapplied to get back into bartending and am hopeful to get a job within the week, so no more Wal-mart :p I still have to get all my appointments set up, but am losing reasons to get 'em. No school set up yet, been too busy trying to get the other stuff done. My shape is improving, I'm down to 210, from 240, that's nice. Goals...Psssh :p Motivation... Pssssssh :) Nutrition, well, I regulate my intake of bad stuff, fast foods and greases, but havn't been really uping my nutrition based foods.
This week has been draining.. working hard, bearly living and 2 minutes ago I was dumped, or demoted to friends. She has personal issues that I'd love to help with but that she can really only deal with on her own terms. I'm gonna miss her, because I know being demoted means that a) you have to fight hard and change hard to deal with that person, on a DR. Phil mental instant make-over(sheep) type way or b) just let it go, be her friend.. I'll take b) and if she comes back..awesome, if not, then she only took up a month of our time and left on a good note (^_^) But me being the emotionally adept male I am, still kinda hurt... not bad enough to miss having fun, but my appetite has shrunk a bit just from hearing words like that.
Many fish in the sea, guess I'm just fishing in the broken fish pond. *sigh* But hey, P.A. has always been a hole that steals people dreams from them, why should I be so optimistic that other haven't been hurt :p
Oh well, hopefully my friends call me back and I can do something with them tonight, I'll need a pick me up shortly :)
Cya,
Adam Prince
- need money, get a good job
- need to check my health, time for some doctor appointments... like the dentist, I like shiny teeth :D
- need to see about school, just to know what the damage will be if I go that way... when I go that way
- need to get back into super shape
- need to look at goals... set some short terms, and some long terms. No direction is no way to go :)
- need to get some therapy, not for insanity, just to get some help keeping my motivation up, mind over matter, we all need help :)
- need to regulate intake... acursed word... nutrition :)
Well, I reapplied to get back into bartending and am hopeful to get a job within the week, so no more Wal-mart :p I still have to get all my appointments set up, but am losing reasons to get 'em. No school set up yet, been too busy trying to get the other stuff done. My shape is improving, I'm down to 210, from 240, that's nice. Goals...Psssh :p Motivation... Pssssssh :) Nutrition, well, I regulate my intake of bad stuff, fast foods and greases, but havn't been really uping my nutrition based foods.
This week has been draining.. working hard, bearly living and 2 minutes ago I was dumped, or demoted to friends. She has personal issues that I'd love to help with but that she can really only deal with on her own terms. I'm gonna miss her, because I know being demoted means that a) you have to fight hard and change hard to deal with that person, on a DR. Phil mental instant make-over(sheep) type way or b) just let it go, be her friend.. I'll take b) and if she comes back..awesome, if not, then she only took up a month of our time and left on a good note (^_^) But me being the emotionally adept male I am, still kinda hurt... not bad enough to miss having fun, but my appetite has shrunk a bit just from hearing words like that.
Many fish in the sea, guess I'm just fishing in the broken fish pond. *sigh* But hey, P.A. has always been a hole that steals people dreams from them, why should I be so optimistic that other haven't been hurt :p
Oh well, hopefully my friends call me back and I can do something with them tonight, I'll need a pick me up shortly :)
Cya,
Adam Prince