I think I'm going to spend the next hour or so in the library, need to return some books and collect a few more for my Charms essay, then I need to read through my Herbology notes but I suppose I could work on that over the weekend instead. The current concoction I'm feeding my cat seems to be helping to calm him a lot, I've not recieved any complaints since I started feeding him it, so perhaps it'll be a success.
I've been trying to get my thoughts into something resembling an order recently but I find myself drifting off and day dreaming, and then I start blushing. I wonder if anyone else ever acted like this after the first time they... well. Damn, if I can do it, I can say it. I wonder if anyone was this distracted and dorky after first having sex.
Wow, it sounds so surreal and weird. I've been in kind of a daze ever since, it makes it more real, our relationship, but I hate that we have to keep it so secret sometimes, and I know Remus does to, but there's nothign else we can do. I wish I had someone to talk to, but only Harry knows, and I doubt I can talk to him about this or worse, ask for tips. It's not like I can find books on it, and I wouldn't want to chance sneaking into the Ristricted section of the library. I suppose I'll have to learn by trial and error, but for now I really need to keep focused on my work, I don't want to get behind or anything.
Need to pull myself together and stop being such an arse.