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Fics
Non-Bandom
Inception
butterfly dreams
Arthur gen // G
Arthur is the anchor, because someone needs to keep the others from drifting away, and it’s impossible to be the anchor when you’re perpetually worried the ground will suddenly shift under your feet.
Ice Skating RPF
the stars and sea
Johnny Weir/Evan Lysacek // PG-13 // for wintergameskink based on this video
Nobody sees anything because there's nothing there to see. There's just a new keycard in both of their hands so they don't have to bother waiting around in hallways, and a single, subtle gesture so they know whose room.
Star Trek RPF
l'essential est invisible pour les yeux
Chris/Zach // PG // I should really develop a better phrase than "sort of magical realism", shouldn't I?
Zach can handle someone metaphorically leaving their heart in his hands; he's never had to contemplate what he would do if someone left their metaphorical heart literally in his hands.
Bandom
Note: A great deal of my fics tend to involve/mention people from other bands, so these are just sorted by the band of the main pairings.
Panic at the Disco/The Young Veins
Time and Time Again (and Again, and Again)
Panic GSF // Magical realism, of sorts
"So I've been having these weird dreams," Spencer says casually, because it's increasingly obvious that nobody else is going to speak up.
Seven Steps to Make a Circle
Panic GSF
Seven views of the Panic! boys by seven different people at seven different points in time.
Don't You Wish...
Ryan/OFC, Ryan/Brendon, past Ryan/Keltie
"That's because you're dating a Pussycat Doll," Jon informs Ryan, holding back a snicker. "It will never not be funny." Except when it isn't, anymore.
DVD commentary can be found here.
asleep at your feet
Brendon/Jon
"You're drunk," Jon says, staggering under the other boy's minimal weight but awkwardly placed body, elbows flying all over the place.
The Trials and Tribulations of a Lack of Education
alwaysagirl!Brendon/Jon // NC-17
Theoretically, Brendolyn knows that it's possible for girls to have an orgasm simply by using their own fingers. In practice, however, it isn't quite that easy.
Agreeing On the Things That Matter
Brendon/Spencer
"It's a terrible idea," Spencer states, before Ryan can even say anything. "I know."
The Feeling of Feeling
Mild Panic GSF // Nine in the Afternoon AU
Spencer and Brendon and Ryan and Jon live on the square in the center of town, their houses and green yards and white picket fences all facing in opposite directions, one to each side.
Just Like It Is On TV (Rock It Out!)
Panic, could be gen or GSF
"Hey there, Rock Dot Com! It's me, Talia Prating, and I'm here with rock's newly exclamation-point-free sensation, Panic at the Disco."
For Better or For Worse (or: It's Hard To Say I Do When I Don't Know)
Panic pre-GSF
Brendon starts wearing a ring, and nobody knows why. Well, except Brendon, of course.
The Definition of Overthinking It
Panic gen, future Brendon/Spencer // airgiodslv's Tell Me To Stop AU verse
On Tuesday, Brendon's going to meet Spencer. On Monday, though, he just plays piano and thinks.
South Carolina is for Lovers
Ryan/Brendon // R // Skinny-dipping shenanigans
Every night Dream stands on stage and tells the audience that Brendon is a virgin. It's true until South Carolina.
Quarterlife Crisis
Brendon/Brendon, Panic GSF // PG
A quarterlife crisis is when all your what-ifs, the lives you could have lived, gather and fight about choices you should have made and opportunities you shouldn't have missed.
Just A Memory or (of) Two
Spencer/Brendon // PG // Outside POV
He knows why that voice is so familiar now, because he recognizes that face, and if there's a picture where any of the guys in this damn band aren't facing the camera, he's pretty sure he's going to recognize that ass twice as quickly.
if all our life is but
Vague Panic GSF // PG-13 for language // the surreal, dreamy, Ryan POV au
Ryan's English teacher says that ambivalence is a mark of greatness in poetry. If Ryan were a poem, he would be great. As a person, he's nothing special.
take the bitter, leave the sweet
Brendon/Audrey, Brendon/Jewel, Brendon/OMC(s), Brendon/Brittany, Brendon/Lana, Brendon/Shane, (Brendon/Confusion) // R // This is Brendon. This is Brendon's mind.
Something's missing. Something's weird. "Is this what you want, Bren?" Audrey asks, sliding her lips over his dick or curled up with him on the sofa, and he says, "Yeah, perfect," because she's his first girlfriend and maybe he's doing something wrong? Or maybe this is the way it always is?
Cobra Starship
It's All In the Eyes
Cobra GSF
In which Gabe is not a psycho killer. No, really.
We Use Our Wings To Swim
Cobra Starship, could be gen or GSF // magical realism
Nate sleeps on his stomach, but whenever he hears noise anywhere near his bunk he automatically rolls onto his side, wings between his body and the wall. It's just a habit.
Fall Out Boy
Might Be Maybe Not
Andy/Joe, some Pete/Patrick // PG-15
Patrick asks Andy, "What's up with you and Joe?" Joe, out of sight, blinks and holds his breath, waiting for the answer.
My Chemical Romance
Drawing A Blank
Frank gen // PG // Magical realism (or metaphor, I suppose)
Frank has never gone to a tattoo parlor in his life.
The Academy Is...
The Cups of Emperors and Nobility
William&Mike // PG // the tea fic
Mike wakes up to a grey sky, faint noises, and a room that would be empty if it weren't for all the fucking stuff in it.
Multiband
The Love Song set
The Same Person (Only in Different Skin)
Brendon/Ryan UST, Pete/Patrick UST
Brendon goes to see Patrick first.
A Love Song By Any Other Name
Brendon/Ryan UST, Pete/Patrick UST
"Patrick Stump!" Brendon repeats like a scratched CD, snuggling himself down and tossing his legs over Patrick's lap. "We should write a song."
Prufrock and Other Poems
Brendon/Ryan, Pete/Patrick
Brendon and Patrick are writing a song; Ryan and Pete have yet to figure out how they feel about that.
[Companion to A Love Song By Any Other Name.]
Sunflowers and Unicorns (This Ain't a Scene, It's an Orgy)
Gabe/Brendon/William // R for cursing and mentions of sex, but no actual sex
It turns out that it's not just The Academy Is... and half of Panic! at the Disco; apparently all the Fueled By Ramen guys have the same interesting sleeping habits. That is, if "sleeping" means "sex" and "interesting" means "screwing everyone else on the label in various combinations".
Brendon is so not prepared for this. He grew up Mormon, for fuck's sake.
Questionable Moral Authority
Ryan/Brendon, Pete/Patrick, implied Jon/Spencer // the evil scientists AU
Spencer and Ryan looked at each other for a moment, and Ryan nodded. (It's always Ryan's call; everything about the project has to go through Ryan first because at this point, Ryan basically is the project. His entire life has been leading up to this, he thinks. This is his life.)
Could Almost Be A (Motherfucking) Metaphor
Gabe/William/Travis/Maja // Bring It! (Snakes on a Plane) AU
"Shut up or I will punch your face in," he mutters. "There is no fucking way I'm going to bring a bag full of snakes onto a fucking plane."
Seeming Most to Be
Pete/Patrick, Jon/Spencer, eventual Ryan/Brendon // Taming of the Shrew AU
In the fair city of Las Vegua - known for its beauty, wealth, and women of questionable employ - there lived a rich merchant who had two sons. The elder of these was named Patrick, and he was as infamous for his sharp tongue and unsociability as his younger brother Ryan was famous for his beauty and docility.
slightly less than normal
Gabe/William // NC-17 // sex pollen
The funny thing about it is that William doesn't usually even have sex all that often.
A Horse With No Name
Mikey/Brendon, vague Frank/Gerard // an almost AU
First Gerard gets sick, and then Mikey. Just when Mikey's starting to get better, too, they find the boy.
A Gradual Progression
Gabe/William
William's been told that he takes things too seriously, sometimes. Gabe never takes anything seriously at all.
to spy my shadow in the sun
Gabe/William // PG // hints of D/s
When William inhales, he thinks, Gabe, seconds before Gabe says from behind him, "I still can't believe you cut your hair."
You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison (the sociopath AU, by timeline and not posting date)
The Rules of Battleship
Pete/Patrick
For at least two weeks, it's on the front page of every single newspaper and magazine out there. Sweet red-headed boy, kidnapped years ago by one of the country's - no, the continent's - no, the world's most infamous, dangerous, evil, fascinating criminals, and now returned to his home and his family.
The Line Between Us and Them
Implied Pete/Patrick, Pete/Ashlee and Keltie/Ryan, but mostly gen // R // sociopath AU
Cellblock D gets a prisoner transferred over. The reactions are... interesting.
From Countess to Cabin Boy
Brendon/Ryan/Spencer/Jon (background Kevin/Mike, Cablings GSF, William/Gabe) // NC-17 // pirate AU for harlequin_bands
To be fair, Brendon never truly intends to join the crew of a pirate ship. It just sort of... happens.
Amazing cover by sekkritbandomlj, who inspired this, here.
Podfic by reena_jenkins, with cover art.
Ask Yourself What Matters
Gabe/William // R // the not-sex-pollen fic
There's a voice inside his head telling him that this is Bill, this is Bill in pain, he should be there, he should try to make it better, he shouldn't leave Bill alone, and there's another voice reminding him of how much Bill likes his privacy, that he should respect the few intact boundaries they have left.
the stars and their circles
Gabe/Mikey/William // G // futuristic AU
Mikey once asked William why, why him, when Gabe and William already have each other and everything that encompasses, because the two of them encompass everything.
I Show Not Your Face
Jon/William // R // drawn_to, for airgiodslv // AU. Except not really. Except yes, it is. Um.
It's not awkward - mostly, Jon thinks, because he doesn't spend too much time thinking about it, and he doesn't think William does, either. It's what happens, when you tour. Not with everybody you meet, obviously, but it's just a generally known fact that the more time you spend with somebody, the greater your chances of sleeping with them while under the influence of some sort of alcohol.
Espionage: a Dictionary of Related Terms
Brent gen // PG // secret!agent!au!
Three conversations Brent has after the Divorce, with three different agents.
Smaller/Other Things
Fun! Facts! With... Panic! at the Disco!
A bunch of completely unconnected drabbles based off various facts from the compiled list of Bandom Fun Facts.
Five Things Post
Including Jon/Brendolyn, Jon/Brendon (a couple of those, actually), Bill/Gabe, Pete/Patrick, Brendon/Gerard, and the absolutely amazing prompt 5 Times Nates Was the Only One in the Cobras Getting Laid.
Two Pretty. Odd. fic snippets
Questionable Moral Authority sequel teasers
Spencer/Brendon snippet
Fic that has not been finished
My commentary on 'Oistros' by airgiodslv
Rambling about bandom Labyrinth
3/4-vampire!Panic snippet
Snippets from various universes of mine
The What Happens Now? snippets
Some Scenes From a Story About Detectives and Stuff
William/Gabe, based on the ...In Death series by Nora Roberts writing as JD Robb, which for the uninformed is basically about a hot detective named Eve who solves crime and stuff (in the future! there are flying cars!) and has a relationship with a smoking-hot zillionaire named Roarke (one name; also, he has a Dark Past, just like Eve). And... really, that's pretty much all you need to know.
Reference
The Ever-Expanding Brendon Urie Trufax List
A bunch of stuff about Mormons
EPIC CONCERT RECAP. (This is not technically reference, but whatever, I wanted to put it in here. Maybe someone someday will need to look up my techniques for edging forward!)
Non-Bandom
Inception
butterfly dreams
Arthur gen // G
Arthur is the anchor, because someone needs to keep the others from drifting away, and it’s impossible to be the anchor when you’re perpetually worried the ground will suddenly shift under your feet.
Ice Skating RPF
the stars and sea
Johnny Weir/Evan Lysacek // PG-13 // for wintergameskink based on this video
Nobody sees anything because there's nothing there to see. There's just a new keycard in both of their hands so they don't have to bother waiting around in hallways, and a single, subtle gesture so they know whose room.
Star Trek RPF
l'essential est invisible pour les yeux
Chris/Zach // PG // I should really develop a better phrase than "sort of magical realism", shouldn't I?
Zach can handle someone metaphorically leaving their heart in his hands; he's never had to contemplate what he would do if someone left their metaphorical heart literally in his hands.
Bandom
Note: A great deal of my fics tend to involve/mention people from other bands, so these are just sorted by the band of the main pairings.
Panic at the Disco/The Young Veins
Time and Time Again (and Again, and Again)
Panic GSF // Magical realism, of sorts
"So I've been having these weird dreams," Spencer says casually, because it's increasingly obvious that nobody else is going to speak up.
Seven Steps to Make a Circle
Panic GSF
Seven views of the Panic! boys by seven different people at seven different points in time.
Don't You Wish...
Ryan/OFC, Ryan/Brendon, past Ryan/Keltie
"That's because you're dating a Pussycat Doll," Jon informs Ryan, holding back a snicker. "It will never not be funny." Except when it isn't, anymore.
DVD commentary can be found here.
asleep at your feet
Brendon/Jon
"You're drunk," Jon says, staggering under the other boy's minimal weight but awkwardly placed body, elbows flying all over the place.
The Trials and Tribulations of a Lack of Education
alwaysagirl!Brendon/Jon // NC-17
Theoretically, Brendolyn knows that it's possible for girls to have an orgasm simply by using their own fingers. In practice, however, it isn't quite that easy.
Agreeing On the Things That Matter
Brendon/Spencer
"It's a terrible idea," Spencer states, before Ryan can even say anything. "I know."
The Feeling of Feeling
Mild Panic GSF // Nine in the Afternoon AU
Spencer and Brendon and Ryan and Jon live on the square in the center of town, their houses and green yards and white picket fences all facing in opposite directions, one to each side.
Just Like It Is On TV (Rock It Out!)
Panic, could be gen or GSF
"Hey there, Rock Dot Com! It's me, Talia Prating, and I'm here with rock's newly exclamation-point-free sensation, Panic at the Disco."
For Better or For Worse (or: It's Hard To Say I Do When I Don't Know)
Panic pre-GSF
Brendon starts wearing a ring, and nobody knows why. Well, except Brendon, of course.
The Definition of Overthinking It
Panic gen, future Brendon/Spencer // airgiodslv's Tell Me To Stop AU verse
On Tuesday, Brendon's going to meet Spencer. On Monday, though, he just plays piano and thinks.
South Carolina is for Lovers
Ryan/Brendon // R // Skinny-dipping shenanigans
Every night Dream stands on stage and tells the audience that Brendon is a virgin. It's true until South Carolina.
Quarterlife Crisis
Brendon/Brendon, Panic GSF // PG
A quarterlife crisis is when all your what-ifs, the lives you could have lived, gather and fight about choices you should have made and opportunities you shouldn't have missed.
Just A Memory or (of) Two
Spencer/Brendon // PG // Outside POV
He knows why that voice is so familiar now, because he recognizes that face, and if there's a picture where any of the guys in this damn band aren't facing the camera, he's pretty sure he's going to recognize that ass twice as quickly.
if all our life is but
Vague Panic GSF // PG-13 for language // the surreal, dreamy, Ryan POV au
Ryan's English teacher says that ambivalence is a mark of greatness in poetry. If Ryan were a poem, he would be great. As a person, he's nothing special.
take the bitter, leave the sweet
Brendon/Audrey, Brendon/Jewel, Brendon/OMC(s), Brendon/Brittany, Brendon/Lana, Brendon/Shane, (Brendon/Confusion) // R // This is Brendon. This is Brendon's mind.
Something's missing. Something's weird. "Is this what you want, Bren?" Audrey asks, sliding her lips over his dick or curled up with him on the sofa, and he says, "Yeah, perfect," because she's his first girlfriend and maybe he's doing something wrong? Or maybe this is the way it always is?
Cobra Starship
It's All In the Eyes
Cobra GSF
In which Gabe is not a psycho killer. No, really.
We Use Our Wings To Swim
Cobra Starship, could be gen or GSF // magical realism
Nate sleeps on his stomach, but whenever he hears noise anywhere near his bunk he automatically rolls onto his side, wings between his body and the wall. It's just a habit.
Fall Out Boy
Might Be Maybe Not
Andy/Joe, some Pete/Patrick // PG-15
Patrick asks Andy, "What's up with you and Joe?" Joe, out of sight, blinks and holds his breath, waiting for the answer.
My Chemical Romance
Drawing A Blank
Frank gen // PG // Magical realism (or metaphor, I suppose)
Frank has never gone to a tattoo parlor in his life.
The Academy Is...
The Cups of Emperors and Nobility
William&Mike // PG // the tea fic
Mike wakes up to a grey sky, faint noises, and a room that would be empty if it weren't for all the fucking stuff in it.
Multiband
The Love Song set
The Same Person (Only in Different Skin)
Brendon/Ryan UST, Pete/Patrick UST
Brendon goes to see Patrick first.
A Love Song By Any Other Name
Brendon/Ryan UST, Pete/Patrick UST
"Patrick Stump!" Brendon repeats like a scratched CD, snuggling himself down and tossing his legs over Patrick's lap. "We should write a song."
Prufrock and Other Poems
Brendon/Ryan, Pete/Patrick
Brendon and Patrick are writing a song; Ryan and Pete have yet to figure out how they feel about that.
[Companion to A Love Song By Any Other Name.]
Sunflowers and Unicorns (This Ain't a Scene, It's an Orgy)
Gabe/Brendon/William // R for cursing and mentions of sex, but no actual sex
It turns out that it's not just The Academy Is... and half of Panic! at the Disco; apparently all the Fueled By Ramen guys have the same interesting sleeping habits. That is, if "sleeping" means "sex" and "interesting" means "screwing everyone else on the label in various combinations".
Brendon is so not prepared for this. He grew up Mormon, for fuck's sake.
Questionable Moral Authority
Ryan/Brendon, Pete/Patrick, implied Jon/Spencer // the evil scientists AU
Spencer and Ryan looked at each other for a moment, and Ryan nodded. (It's always Ryan's call; everything about the project has to go through Ryan first because at this point, Ryan basically is the project. His entire life has been leading up to this, he thinks. This is his life.)
Could Almost Be A (Motherfucking) Metaphor
Gabe/William/Travis/Maja // Bring It! (Snakes on a Plane) AU
"Shut up or I will punch your face in," he mutters. "There is no fucking way I'm going to bring a bag full of snakes onto a fucking plane."
Seeming Most to Be
Pete/Patrick, Jon/Spencer, eventual Ryan/Brendon // Taming of the Shrew AU
In the fair city of Las Vegua - known for its beauty, wealth, and women of questionable employ - there lived a rich merchant who had two sons. The elder of these was named Patrick, and he was as infamous for his sharp tongue and unsociability as his younger brother Ryan was famous for his beauty and docility.
slightly less than normal
Gabe/William // NC-17 // sex pollen
The funny thing about it is that William doesn't usually even have sex all that often.
A Horse With No Name
Mikey/Brendon, vague Frank/Gerard // an almost AU
First Gerard gets sick, and then Mikey. Just when Mikey's starting to get better, too, they find the boy.
A Gradual Progression
Gabe/William
William's been told that he takes things too seriously, sometimes. Gabe never takes anything seriously at all.
to spy my shadow in the sun
Gabe/William // PG // hints of D/s
When William inhales, he thinks, Gabe, seconds before Gabe says from behind him, "I still can't believe you cut your hair."
You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison (the sociopath AU, by timeline and not posting date)
The Rules of Battleship
Pete/Patrick
For at least two weeks, it's on the front page of every single newspaper and magazine out there. Sweet red-headed boy, kidnapped years ago by one of the country's - no, the continent's - no, the world's most infamous, dangerous, evil, fascinating criminals, and now returned to his home and his family.
The Line Between Us and Them
Implied Pete/Patrick, Pete/Ashlee and Keltie/Ryan, but mostly gen // R // sociopath AU
Cellblock D gets a prisoner transferred over. The reactions are... interesting.
From Countess to Cabin Boy
Brendon/Ryan/Spencer/Jon (background Kevin/Mike, Cablings GSF, William/Gabe) // NC-17 // pirate AU for harlequin_bands
To be fair, Brendon never truly intends to join the crew of a pirate ship. It just sort of... happens.
Amazing cover by sekkritbandomlj, who inspired this, here.
Podfic by reena_jenkins, with cover art.
Ask Yourself What Matters
Gabe/William // R // the not-sex-pollen fic
There's a voice inside his head telling him that this is Bill, this is Bill in pain, he should be there, he should try to make it better, he shouldn't leave Bill alone, and there's another voice reminding him of how much Bill likes his privacy, that he should respect the few intact boundaries they have left.
the stars and their circles
Gabe/Mikey/William // G // futuristic AU
Mikey once asked William why, why him, when Gabe and William already have each other and everything that encompasses, because the two of them encompass everything.
I Show Not Your Face
Jon/William // R // drawn_to, for airgiodslv // AU. Except not really. Except yes, it is. Um.
It's not awkward - mostly, Jon thinks, because he doesn't spend too much time thinking about it, and he doesn't think William does, either. It's what happens, when you tour. Not with everybody you meet, obviously, but it's just a generally known fact that the more time you spend with somebody, the greater your chances of sleeping with them while under the influence of some sort of alcohol.
Espionage: a Dictionary of Related Terms
Brent gen // PG // secret!agent!au!
Three conversations Brent has after the Divorce, with three different agents.
Smaller/Other Things
Fun! Facts! With... Panic! at the Disco!
A bunch of completely unconnected drabbles based off various facts from the compiled list of Bandom Fun Facts.
Five Things Post
Including Jon/Brendolyn, Jon/Brendon (a couple of those, actually), Bill/Gabe, Pete/Patrick, Brendon/Gerard, and the absolutely amazing prompt 5 Times Nates Was the Only One in the Cobras Getting Laid.
Two Pretty. Odd. fic snippets
Questionable Moral Authority sequel teasers
Spencer/Brendon snippet
Fic that has not been finished
My commentary on 'Oistros' by airgiodslv
Rambling about bandom Labyrinth
3/4-vampire!Panic snippet
Snippets from various universes of mine
The What Happens Now? snippets
Some Scenes From a Story About Detectives and Stuff
William/Gabe, based on the ...In Death series by Nora Roberts writing as JD Robb, which for the uninformed is basically about a hot detective named Eve who solves crime and stuff (in the future! there are flying cars!) and has a relationship with a smoking-hot zillionaire named Roarke (one name; also, he has a Dark Past, just like Eve). And... really, that's pretty much all you need to know.
Reference
The Ever-Expanding Brendon Urie Trufax List
A bunch of stuff about Mormons
EPIC CONCERT RECAP. (This is not technically reference, but whatever, I wanted to put it in here. Maybe someone someday will need to look up my techniques for edging forward!)