this is the way i would have done things.

[forlornnfailed]

so wow. godspell is going amazing and im really proud of what we all accomplished. everyone has grown so much in their own way. im honored to have gotten to be a part of it. i hope whoever has seen it has really enjoyed it. ive heard really good things. so im stoked on that. two more nights of shows and then we are done. i can not believe it and im really upset. a lot of things have been going on for me. but i think some of it ended last night and i cant tell if its good or not yet. well see. im in a wierd place right now. i havent had any type of nervous feelings about the shows and that kind of upsets me. like im numb to it or something. i dont really know. im ready for summer. so bad. schools drained the life out of me.

happy birthday kristy bock!

i really love you guys and im going to miss you a lot.

<3 Monique.