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i had a really amazing time in new york and i really miss everyone now. we all bonded realyl well and i got closer with a lot of kids. im moving to new york one day and its settled. i have to. i want to go to college there sooooo bad. like wowowow bad. time square just lights my heart up the second i see it. but now im back in reality and i hate it. godspell is soon and im not ready. we're no ready. my face is just posted up all over the school and i really do not like it. its really freaking creepy. im so tired and i have a lot of makeup work to do. ive kind of lost sight of who i am. like im living in this body but im not really here. its wierd. i cant really explain it. i dont know who i am or something. no, im not on like lsd, thats really how i feel and i wish i could explain but i cant. i more ready for summer then i have ever been in my life. i need to be more carefree. schools turned me into some sort of crazy.
i hope alls well.
lovemonique.
i hope alls well.
lovemonique.