well, well, well ..
a lot has happened since i last made an entry, so i guess i'll start from the top.
last week i took the georgia high school graduation test. i was horrified. i've been praying day and night that i pass. if i don't pass those tests, i don't get to graduate. i think that's been on my mind since day 1.
also last week i discovered that one of my classes are "audit" because i took it already. this means that whether i go to the class or not, or if i even do work, i won't get ANY CREDIT for it. what the fucking FUCK. sigh. so, i told the teacher, and she was just like .. whatever. so i decided to invest my time in other things. i currently work in the front office now as one of the secretary aids. i heard that i could receive credit for it, but those 10 slots are filled. that's fucking homo to the tenth power.
anyway ..
yesterday, i tripped over some shoes in the hallway, and landed on my ankle. so now i'm fucking crippled. i spent the day with franklin in hopes that i'll feel better, and i did. he tried to massage it, and mess with it, but he made it WORSE. GOD. we played video games, and he cooked me a hotdog, and then we chilled. in the midst of us talking, he told me that i might be going to prom alone, and i asked him why? he told me that he won't be able to afford/rent a tux, and buy a ticket. i felt really, really sad. i tried to keep a smile on my face through the rest of the night because i didn't want to spoil the mood.
later on i told my mom about the situation, and she said she'll help. this creates an even bigger dilemma. we're broke, too, and my mom is doing everything in her power to get money for my junior dues, and shit. she has a job, but ... it's not an official job, i guess. and if she helps franklin, then this adds even more stress to her.
i mean, if i do go alone, she still has to pay for my dues, my dress, my shoes, accessories, and other little things. that's got to be over 500 bucks.
sigh. if push comes to shove, i just might not go to my 11th grade prom, and instead, i'll spend the day with him, since juniors do get the chance to leave early.
i don't know wtf i'm going to do. getting a job would be a possible answer, but i won't get enough money in time to be able to go last minute shopping, which is something i hate doing..
:(
last week i took the georgia high school graduation test. i was horrified. i've been praying day and night that i pass. if i don't pass those tests, i don't get to graduate. i think that's been on my mind since day 1.
also last week i discovered that one of my classes are "audit" because i took it already. this means that whether i go to the class or not, or if i even do work, i won't get ANY CREDIT for it. what the fucking FUCK. sigh. so, i told the teacher, and she was just like .. whatever. so i decided to invest my time in other things. i currently work in the front office now as one of the secretary aids. i heard that i could receive credit for it, but those 10 slots are filled. that's fucking homo to the tenth power.
anyway ..
yesterday, i tripped over some shoes in the hallway, and landed on my ankle. so now i'm fucking crippled. i spent the day with franklin in hopes that i'll feel better, and i did. he tried to massage it, and mess with it, but he made it WORSE. GOD. we played video games, and he cooked me a hotdog, and then we chilled. in the midst of us talking, he told me that i might be going to prom alone, and i asked him why? he told me that he won't be able to afford/rent a tux, and buy a ticket. i felt really, really sad. i tried to keep a smile on my face through the rest of the night because i didn't want to spoil the mood.
later on i told my mom about the situation, and she said she'll help. this creates an even bigger dilemma. we're broke, too, and my mom is doing everything in her power to get money for my junior dues, and shit. she has a job, but ... it's not an official job, i guess. and if she helps franklin, then this adds even more stress to her.
i mean, if i do go alone, she still has to pay for my dues, my dress, my shoes, accessories, and other little things. that's got to be over 500 bucks.
sigh. if push comes to shove, i just might not go to my 11th grade prom, and instead, i'll spend the day with him, since juniors do get the chance to leave early.
i don't know wtf i'm going to do. getting a job would be a possible answer, but i won't get enough money in time to be able to go last minute shopping, which is something i hate doing..
:(