Dear F-list, friends, fandom, family, self,

[forgottenlover]

Before anyone asks, no, I will not put this behind an LJ cut

Comments

[agunagirlafix]

OMFG, wut! HOW COULD YOU LIKE SAY THIS ABOUT ME! IT MAKES ME RAPE MY SHIFT KEY AND MAKES ME WANT TO LIKE I DON"T KNOW RAPE SOMEONE OR HURT THEM.

Or make you feel better. Lighten up, luff.

Or I'll loose the rabid chimera.

[forgottenlover]

::quiet laugh:: Bad idea to try and make me laugh right now, I'll laugh myself to tears. ::hugs:: don't you worry about me.

Still, who knows, the chimera might like me.

[agunagirlafix]

Laughing yourself to tears is sometimes the best thing you can do.

The tears are more natural then. Just like sleep after meditation.

[forgottenlover]

Better not to cry at all. It's not like it'll fix anything ::shakes head with a wry look:: Thank you though

[forgottenlover]

::hugs back::

[forgottenlover]

No, not really. I hate standing by watching people being miserable, but so many people I know are and I just don't know what to do anymore. I can't help and I really want to.

[ironical_kai]

I'm sorry. I wish I could help you through whatever's wrong, but I can't really think of any particular comfort. I see that type of pain every day, but it's human nature. I don't know how you were burned, but I hope you make it through alright, in the end.

[forgottenlover]

Old hurts just tilled up by watching people around me be miserable. Everything will be alright, I believe that. I just wish... well, I'm certain it's clear what I wish.

[ironical_kai]

I know how you feel about that. My friend came from a really crappy family, and it was hard to watch her suffer. Unfortunately, due to poor medical care (they were poverty-level, with seven to eight siblings, so...) my friend died last year.

And that in itself put everything into perspective. Life really sucks. But in the end, even when we're miserable, we're still alive. Even in the hardest parts, I'm grateful to be alive. If she were given the choice, even despite the problems, she'd still want to be alive. So if you think of it that way, we're all blessed as it is...

Try not to get too dragged into other people's hurts. It can really end up in a mess.

[forgottenlover]

::headdesk:: I've had the friend of abusive parent before, I have way to know if the girl is even alive anymore though ::wince::

[baka_neko314]

Sweetums whats wrong?

[forgottenlover]

to put it simply? Too much petty shit ::sighs::

[baka_neko314]

I'm sorry. *hugs*

[forgottenlover]

::hugs back:: no need for that

[forgottenlover]

no need to say anything ::hugs back:: I'm better now anyway

[forgottenlover]

::laughs:: exactly what caused this actually