"The whole damn world is just as obsessed with who's the best dressed and who's having sex.."
I want to update, I really do. But noticing how my old entries were compared to what I talk about lately, I guess I don't have the heart. It doesn't take a whole lot for me to sit here and write and tell everyone about my everyday activities. Angela and I have talked about this and how it pretty much comes down to there is nothing truly major happening in our lives to cause us the turmoil that so often fuels journals entries. That's easily the truth. I love my life. Sure, there's always SOMETHING going on and of course there's NEVER enough money.. But I have an amazing husband who loves me. He loves me so completely that even our fights are over the same night and we're making up in no time. (What beats make-up sex, seriously?) As if he wasn't enough, I'm also so lucky to have very, very good friends. Sure, we get on each other's nerves, we'd be lying if we said we didn't, but I think we've finally figured out to secret of true friendship--Just because one of us does something that pisses the others off doesn't mean it should end our friendship. Just don't call each other for a week. ;) After all this time, THANK GOD, we've all learned that. And I think our friendships are far better off for it. I have a good job. Yes, it's not perfect and neither are all the people who work there, but who is?
My life isn't 100% great ALL the time, but I'd say I'm on the happier side of the balance beam more often than not. And I really do think that's why my journal entries have been few and far between. I look back and see all these amazing ways I described my feelings I was feeling.. Laugh if you want, but reading about how my heart was breaking either because of a boy or friend, and seeing the way I worded it, really has an affect on me. I don't know. Hopefully more meaningful, thoughtful, touching entries are in my future. I hope so. I love being able to look back and have these little documents about my life. It makes for good reading. :)
PS--This is my first public post about anything substantial in like, YEARS. :)
PSS-- My fav. line from that song is "Katie had a baby, so I guess Tom's straight!" High School Never Ends by Bowling For Soup.. Look it up, it's hilarious. (I thought I'd throw that in for good measure)
My life isn't 100% great ALL the time, but I'd say I'm on the happier side of the balance beam more often than not. And I really do think that's why my journal entries have been few and far between. I look back and see all these amazing ways I described my feelings I was feeling.. Laugh if you want, but reading about how my heart was breaking either because of a boy or friend, and seeing the way I worded it, really has an affect on me. I don't know. Hopefully more meaningful, thoughtful, touching entries are in my future. I hope so. I love being able to look back and have these little documents about my life. It makes for good reading. :)
PS--This is my first public post about anything substantial in like, YEARS. :)
PSS-- My fav. line from that song is "Katie had a baby, so I guess Tom's straight!" High School Never Ends by Bowling For Soup.. Look it up, it's hilarious. (I thought I'd throw that in for good measure)