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I've never been too frustrated when someone paints me as the bad guy. I can't disagree. If anything I've always felt that label was fitting. I am a bad guy. I do bad things, terrible things for bad and terrible reasons.
I don't know what changed. I remember feeling heartbroken when someone thought negatively of me, now I almost egg them on. I think as I've gotten older I'm tired of those sad sort of relationships that can't believe you would wrong them and leave in an instance. I think if you start out being a shitty person and the fellow still wants to be around you, well that's a good person to have around I say.
So that being said I won't push you out of do something bad or terrible for bad or terrible reasons cause I'm a bad guy too, so I guess we'd have that in common.
Don't get me wrong, I don't strive to be selfish, inflict pain, and discriminate against those unlike me, but the fact is that it happens. To pretend it doesn't is dumb.
All you can say is that was dumb, and then try again. That's what I want to do.
And it sucks to hear there are people out there that have given up on me, there isn't anything left to find, and I as the inflicter have no control but to watch as that relationship dies off.
I don't know what changed. I remember feeling heartbroken when someone thought negatively of me, now I almost egg them on. I think as I've gotten older I'm tired of those sad sort of relationships that can't believe you would wrong them and leave in an instance. I think if you start out being a shitty person and the fellow still wants to be around you, well that's a good person to have around I say.
So that being said I won't push you out of do something bad or terrible for bad or terrible reasons cause I'm a bad guy too, so I guess we'd have that in common.
Don't get me wrong, I don't strive to be selfish, inflict pain, and discriminate against those unlike me, but the fact is that it happens. To pretend it doesn't is dumb.
All you can say is that was dumb, and then try again. That's what I want to do.
And it sucks to hear there are people out there that have given up on me, there isn't anything left to find, and I as the inflicter have no control but to watch as that relationship dies off.