maybe things will work out....

[forget_what_uno]

well things are somewhat ok. for tonight atleast. she just called awhile ago. i was tryin gto sleep and i just coudlnt and then the phone rang. she did good in calling. i feel slightly better now. she says that even though i told her not to call tomorrow she will anyways. i stumbled across her plan. "supposedly" shes gonna try and find away to meet or see me like comeover or something. i have to remember to call kerrah tomorrow morning. i need help on my homework. if taylor succeeds in putting an effort into seeing me then i guess ill think about not killing myself and maybe think about giving her another chance. she been spazzing out because i keep saying i wont. and she keeps saying that shell make it better. she knows she says that alot but she says she doesnt want me hurting myself and that she loves me and she wont stop trying to make things better even if she keeps screwing up. maybe one day she wont screw up. that would be a miracle. i made a pretty wreathe out of flowers for my hair. it looks like something a faerie would wear. im proud of myself. im gonna start making those alot. yup. i guess it would be good if i went to sleep. goodnight.

PS- thanks for your post moni *thats another reason why im feeling better know*