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[forget_the_fire]

Forever is starting to look a lot shorter.
I'm afraid that this is too much and it's not going to be going on much longer.
I hate the idea, but if it'll make him happier, then I'll just have to learn to deal with it.

I'm sick to my stomach terrified. Absolutely terrified.
I don't know what to do.
I can't get myself to stop crying and I can't get him to talk to me about anything real.
I don't know what to do.

I'm going to get hurt no matter what happens.
That's all I know.