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[forget_me16]

last night lasted forever but went by so fast. i really am in love with that crazy boy. he knows me more than anyone else, he knows my soul. although he would beat anyone up for me (and is planning on doin so when he comes home) i'm happy to feel protected. i can't wait to see him. it's been so long and it's going to be so sweet. i contstantly

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Re: i cant take it.

[forget_me16]

sar, when i read your comment, I wanted to cry. I miss you so much. It's not that we don't like you, or don't care. it's just we were getting the vibe that you didn't want to hang out anymore. you have a lot on your plate and we figured you didn't have time to hang out with us, and that you have more important issues. i've texted you before and you never responded, you never call, and when i went into vanity you barely said 2 words. it's not that i don't want to be friends with you it's just i figured you didn't want me to bother you or something. and i don't know anything about liz thinking ryan's an asswhole. but i definitly don't. i am happy for you,ry, and your beautiful baby. i love you, and i'm always here for you. but life's been crazy for both of us. don't think i don't care about you and don't think i don't care that we don't talk. i don't want our friendship to end. and i want to be there at your wedding, and when your baby comes, and i want to throw you a baby shower.... and a bachelorette party ( STRIPPERSSS!!.. haha) I want to be there with you everystep of the way. i want to be involved in your life. but we both need to make a stronger effort. i love you so much. and now i'm crying because i feel like a horrible person. just because we're "busy" doesn't mean that's an excuse for us not to see each other, or atleast talk. but whatever happens i do want you to know that i am here for you, always, and i want to stay your best friend. i never intended on hurting you, i just felt like you didn't want us in your life. i am always here for you no matter what, so don't think you lost a friend. call me, we will go out for lunch or something, but we will atleast talk. i miss you.

love,
ash

Re: i cant take it.

[forget_me16]

thanx, that meant alot to me. i missed you soooo much too. well, i dont work any day this week except 5-930 on sat. i just clean my house every day!!!!!! it is sooo boring!!!! lol. well, im glad we are all good again!

i love you sooo much!

Sarah

Re: i cant take it.

[forget_me16]

Hey Sarah... remember that you and Ryan always got me if you need something. Can't wait for the little Harris!!!
Much XOXO
-Eduardo-