Nov 14, 2005 12:16
last night lasted forever but went by so fast. i really am in love with that crazy boy. he knows me more than anyone else, he knows my soul. although he would beat anyone up for me (and is planning on doin so when he comes home) i'm happy to feel protected. i can't wait to see him. it's been so long and it's going to be so sweet. i contstantly think about those first moments together. i won't be able to let him go. it will be unreal, so unreal. i've thought about the day for such a long time, and it's almost here, 3 days away. i'm so excited, i miss him. i miss him touch, and his kiss, and his hands, and everything he is. i can't wait to show him off and tell everyone he's mine. the 4 days he will be here are going to go by so fast, but then he'll be home for christmas and that will be perfect. i can't wait for liz to meet him. she knows everything about him, and now she will finally get to see him face to face. it's going to be the best day. he is the sweetest man i have ever met. he cares about me more than i think anyone ever has. its an uncontrolable love. it's perfect.
where are me a liz going for spring break? VIRGINA BEACH!... yes we are going so i can be with benny and she's going because we are going to hook her up with one of his many army friends. they all are so nice so i think it will work out fine. hopefully she'll like doug because he's about the nicest guy on the planet.. plus he's ben's roomate and best friend. i'm just excited to spend spring break on the beach, with my 2 best friends. plus a week with ben will be awesome. and if we have to drive down there, then oh well. it will be worth it. i'm excited.
so i'm poor. i have a horrible addiction called shopping. and shoppping w/ lizzie's makes it worse, especially since we were in fox valley. it was fun though. a day just for us. we needed it. we needed to vent and we needed to get away and be somewhere where no one knew us. it was fun and it gave us alot of time to talk. i love talking to lizzie... sometimes she's the only one that can make things make sense.
3 days and my baby's coming home.