Understanding the Paradox of Things
My time will come....
but if my time will come, then why can't I be patient about it?
Is knowing the future a precursor to impatience?
Is impatience demonstrative of being unsure about the reality of the world around you?
Therein lies a paradox.
My life is filled with promise. The cast of characters in my life and the choices I make define the person I see in the mirror. As pieces of the puzzle fit in one place, they also fit in others, and sometimes they are withdrawn from the final picture once and for all. But then they come back.
There were two other parts that the psychic had told me on that very weird, and yet very memorable night. One is that someone from my past, a friend from high school, would reappear in my life and have deep impact. Another was that a girl would cross my path, but to be careful with her or she will destroy you.
For someone that claims to have alot of control in his life, I do feel like I blow with the wind on alot of things. There lies another paradox of sorts.
Of all things to have happened in my life, I for one feel that out of the directions I thought I would be choosing in life, there would've been a dichotomy of actions. That is, for every actions it was 1 way or the other. But now, it appears that alternative tracks are suddenly sprouting from that line. Decisions I make impact the realities of the future and cannot be undone. Am I ready for this? Do I have a choice? Am I concious of the ones I'm making? That's for history to decide.
but if my time will come, then why can't I be patient about it?
Is knowing the future a precursor to impatience?
Is impatience demonstrative of being unsure about the reality of the world around you?
Therein lies a paradox.
My life is filled with promise. The cast of characters in my life and the choices I make define the person I see in the mirror. As pieces of the puzzle fit in one place, they also fit in others, and sometimes they are withdrawn from the final picture once and for all. But then they come back.
There were two other parts that the psychic had told me on that very weird, and yet very memorable night. One is that someone from my past, a friend from high school, would reappear in my life and have deep impact. Another was that a girl would cross my path, but to be careful with her or she will destroy you.
For someone that claims to have alot of control in his life, I do feel like I blow with the wind on alot of things. There lies another paradox of sorts.
Of all things to have happened in my life, I for one feel that out of the directions I thought I would be choosing in life, there would've been a dichotomy of actions. That is, for every actions it was 1 way or the other. But now, it appears that alternative tracks are suddenly sprouting from that line. Decisions I make impact the realities of the future and cannot be undone. Am I ready for this? Do I have a choice? Am I concious of the ones I'm making? That's for history to decide.