I know I'm not exactly crazy. Just a little... confused? And yes, I try to live life and cope. I've been so sheletered for so long, and when I finally got my chance to live, I found myself without any form of guidance. Thus, I got myself into some deep shit. I don't have room to make mistakes... at least not for now. I do my best to learn from my mistakes and know that is all I can do, really. I dunno... I'm just going to have to wait this one out. They can't keep me locked up forever. Tucker's will just give me a safer way to figure out who I am. I know this does sound like I'm running, hell, I AM running. But, when you don't have room for mistakes, sometimes I have to take the easy way out. I want to grow without causing damage. The more I try to stretch my roots, the smaller my pot becomes. This tree just needs a little guidance. I'm not getting any from my friends, who I either never see or are busy with their significant others. I try to be independant and I know I can do it. There will just be some major mistakes along the way
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I just know for a fact 2 years from now you'll look back and think you acted like an idiot. Because, I'm sorry, you are. No one's perfect, but grow up. Stop thinking. Get up and take shit as it comes. I didn't get guidence, but I figured it out. You're capable, and you don't need a fucking mental ward. You're no different. Stop talking yourself into feeling worse.
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Darling, you're not crazy, you're human. You're exactly like me. Except you give yourself far too big a dose of self pity.
Longing for self destruction doesn't make you crazy, it makes you human.
this is harsh, but seriously, shut the fuck up and live life. If you read so much into it it'll never get better. Stop looking for a way out and COPE.
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