Aug 07, 2006 01:26
Dear friend,
Well, I'm single now. I'm such an idiot to believe all the things he said. Not tonight. Other times. Well, I guess some of the things he said tonight. Just the bullshit "I love you"s and "you make me so happy". That kind of bullshit. I can't stand that. I've never been able to believe it. Maybe someone will come along one day and change that for me. For now, my trust in the male gender is minimal. There is only one male I'd consider dating right now. He knows who he is. Other than that, I'm gonna try being strictly lesbian for a while. I'm sick of guys and their bullshit. females might not be much better, but at least we understand each other's needs more. I'm getting contacts again. That's something to look forward to, I suppose. I'm also considering growing m hair out again. Any thoughts?
Love,
Amanda
P.S. I still trust Ryan. Just not the male gender. They have to earn their trust individually