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Dear friend,
I'm getting really stressed. I hate telling my mom things simply because i know that she'll become obsessed with whatever I tell her. If she asks me a question, I aswer truthfully. She dwells on things too much. I need to get away. My mom uses me as her shrink. She can't stand my father and people have been telling her for years to get a divorce. She still hasn't successfully completed the paper work. I can't take it anymore. Like one of my lines in the play, "Somebody shoot me! I can't stand it!" Great. Now my mom came and read this. She thinks this whole post is going to be me complaining about her. Well, she's wrong. I have more stress. The play is Thursday night and then Angie is getting all rawr. I don't know what to do. GRAWWW! I need to get out of the house as much as possible starting on Saturday. Help me make plans. Help save me. I seriously think I'm going to go insane from this. I have to see my shrink tomorrow so my mom is going to tell him about my "shoving my tongue down everyone's throat" and how I used to take drugs. She doesn't even know my reasons. Nobody knows my reasons except for myself. I can't tell my shrink why because my mom will be in the room. She doesn't need one more thing to dwell on.
Love,
Amanda
I'm getting really stressed. I hate telling my mom things simply because i know that she'll become obsessed with whatever I tell her. If she asks me a question, I aswer truthfully. She dwells on things too much. I need to get away. My mom uses me as her shrink. She can't stand my father and people have been telling her for years to get a divorce. She still hasn't successfully completed the paper work. I can't take it anymore. Like one of my lines in the play, "Somebody shoot me! I can't stand it!" Great. Now my mom came and read this. She thinks this whole post is going to be me complaining about her. Well, she's wrong. I have more stress. The play is Thursday night and then Angie is getting all rawr. I don't know what to do. GRAWWW! I need to get out of the house as much as possible starting on Saturday. Help me make plans. Help save me. I seriously think I'm going to go insane from this. I have to see my shrink tomorrow so my mom is going to tell him about my "shoving my tongue down everyone's throat" and how I used to take drugs. She doesn't even know my reasons. Nobody knows my reasons except for myself. I can't tell my shrink why because my mom will be in the room. She doesn't need one more thing to dwell on.
Love,
Amanda