SO TIRED............
I am so lost...i lost my dad on January 30th...lost my uncle 2 days ago...my mother is ill...another uncle is having a liver surgery...he doesnt sound very good. My family is falling the hell apart...my friends are all either fighting or seperating..i just found out that my adopted nephew has diabeties...my son lost his left leg....i cant find my way out of the darkness that is sufficating me...my marrage is finally drawing to a sad end and i really want to crawl in a hole....what am i supposed to do? how am i supposed to bring happiness to everyone when i have forgotten what it is? i dont thing i can do this anymore....