so much for sleeping next to someone
I deleted a fuck-ton of my posts just because i didnt want to see that name anymore. fuck her- SERIOUSLY
when i was told ,"i loathe smuttiness" what i should have thought was, ha
ha!
if thats the case, then let it be known
when dating someone, going off and kissing another boy, and or doing any actions with another boy- makes you not a good girl
I cared soo hard for soo little, i realize now what a waste of time her breathing was to me, i just wish she felt how cold her words rang when she told me things like "i want someone who has a future"
. if my future was to include any part of you, you're to consider yourself lucky. you have nothing to offer anybody-anyboy for that matter,. i see that now. a drama queen with a flimsy heart now can cling to her gold pillow and just admire everyone around her, while everyone behind her wishes shed just be real.
so youuu forget my name, forget you've ever had any feelings towards me, because you cant have them anymore
haha,
dead to me? ha. move on, i sure am