I Wish I Were PIXIE
Often I can wish good things coming to me were going to be "common
occurrences" ,however as reality sets in, good things ARE coming my
way.
As a matter of fact, since moving in with alex i feel that my life has
just gotten better- TREMENDOUSLY better. Everywhere I go I find
familiar faces eager to say "tyler we've missed you" and nothing can
build a guys ego like that. georgianna marie, molly (8ball molly),
BRYAN A, and myself all slept over at aunt lauras and introduced her to
one of my favorite nigger hating movies-A.H.x.
Everyone loved it. Thennnnnnn after the movie, I was able to finally
feel as good as i THINK i deserve. Considering i've been longing for it
since beginning of summer. MYYY days have just been getting better and
better and its not cuz of YOU its cuz ;you know I’m no stranger in your
dreams…oh and I’m craving, I’m howling, I’m begging, I’m pleading
you’re mine tonight, oh yeah oh and I’m waiting, I’m dying, I’m wanting
and I’m needing to show you; how much you mean to me!!!!
The next day. alex, carrie, jennie and i all went to warped tour., and here's who we saw:
by the time all of those bands had played and my water supply wad gone to 0 -i began feeling faint.. we decided NOT to stay to see fall out boy, and bleeding through, reggie, and whatnot..hah..its funny, well THIS IS FUNNY-but cute, i missed someone all day long...her best friend was at the concert and we got to talking, and i just felt like i didnt care to be at the show anymore, i'd much rather be in her arms...where i'd feel more comfortable...the rest of the day went downhill from there, not only did alex show me that he loved me more than girls, by telling them lata gata, he also made it clear that we were not hanging out with em again. hah, no worries though,in the words of celine, my heart will go on! cuz ive been soo happy just thinking about this on na its not even funny. this ones going to be good for my life. i'm not a sceptic anymore.
<3
Living with alex isn't free, his mom asked me to get a job and that means there has to be a deadline...she set that date for the 15th of august, so that means i need to get on the ball about getting a j-o-b...but a good lookin' boy like myself SHOULDN'T have a hard time right? lol today my day is going to be amazing, alex got home from work and now i have him to help me out and get this job shit taken care of...and to top off the great news, matt wants to move into an apartment with alex and i when he moves back home. I miss MATTHEW LEE. I MISS my mom, and i miss everyone else i havent seen in awhile. My father said he'd send me my golf clubs cuz we want to get into that habit..it's a good one for that matter...another good habit i've gotten into, is eating regularly, and making sure i do some form of exersizing, i've been swimming which means tanning, i've been skating which means flipping, and i'm sure everyone can tell i'm happpy happy haaappppppy!
The next day. alex, carrie, jennie and i all went to warped tour., and here's who we saw:
- EMERY, CARTEL, The Spill Canvas, Greely Estates, My Chemical Romance, Action Action,Motion City Soundtrack, Thrice ,SAOSIN, THE STARTING LINE, annd Reliant K,
by the time all of those bands had played and my water supply wad gone to 0 -i began feeling faint.. we decided NOT to stay to see fall out boy, and bleeding through, reggie, and whatnot..hah..its funny, well THIS IS FUNNY-but cute, i missed someone all day long...her best friend was at the concert and we got to talking, and i just felt like i didnt care to be at the show anymore, i'd much rather be in her arms...where i'd feel more comfortable...the rest of the day went downhill from there, not only did alex show me that he loved me more than girls, by telling them lata gata, he also made it clear that we were not hanging out with em again. hah, no worries though,in the words of celine, my heart will go on! cuz ive been soo happy just thinking about this on na its not even funny. this ones going to be good for my life. i'm not a sceptic anymore.
<3
Living with alex isn't free, his mom asked me to get a job and that means there has to be a deadline...she set that date for the 15th of august, so that means i need to get on the ball about getting a j-o-b...but a good lookin' boy like myself SHOULDN'T have a hard time right? lol today my day is going to be amazing, alex got home from work and now i have him to help me out and get this job shit taken care of...and to top off the great news, matt wants to move into an apartment with alex and i when he moves back home. I miss MATTHEW LEE. I MISS my mom, and i miss everyone else i havent seen in awhile. My father said he'd send me my golf clubs cuz we want to get into that habit..it's a good one for that matter...another good habit i've gotten into, is eating regularly, and making sure i do some form of exersizing, i've been swimming which means tanning, i've been skating which means flipping, and i'm sure everyone can tell i'm happpy happy haaappppppy!