What would you do?
What would you do, if you fell in love with a married man? One that......despite all your efforts to be stubborn, and ignore the fact, you still know that he is the only male you can trust? He listens to you, cares about you, has SOOOOO many common interests, and....is extremely sexually open?
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I never thought I'd admit it...
I never, ever thought I'd fall in love with another man....
and I most certainly never thought he'd be ...taken...
I guess this year is full of first's.
First time making love to a woman (that is also married)
First massage therapist job
First time having to stop a confrontation (that I didn't start)
First fight with my sister...over a bed of all things!
First "date" I actually ASKED a man out.
First time I gave oral sex on a man...........in a LONG time *snicker* yeah, 7 years!
First time someone was actually attracted to ME...and betrayed me anyway.
...and many, many more. Wow...I feel overwhelmed.
I found out that my ex-...you know, Joe, the one that I love(d) and still do, whom I was with for over 4 years and lived with!! and never had sex....found out that he had sex (was a virgin while I was WITH him..found out that he didn't "like bigger girls").......and I'd been holding out for him for over 4 years....UGH. I am so full of confusion and pain right now..I want to break. :|
Any advice?!!!!!
....
I never thought I'd admit it...
I never, ever thought I'd fall in love with another man....
and I most certainly never thought he'd be ...taken...
I guess this year is full of first's.
First time making love to a woman (that is also married)
First massage therapist job
First time having to stop a confrontation (that I didn't start)
First fight with my sister...over a bed of all things!
First "date" I actually ASKED a man out.
First time I gave oral sex on a man...........in a LONG time *snicker* yeah, 7 years!
First time someone was actually attracted to ME...and betrayed me anyway.
...and many, many more. Wow...I feel overwhelmed.
I found out that my ex-...you know, Joe, the one that I love(d) and still do, whom I was with for over 4 years and lived with!! and never had sex....found out that he had sex (was a virgin while I was WITH him..found out that he didn't "like bigger girls").......and I'd been holding out for him for over 4 years....UGH. I am so full of confusion and pain right now..I want to break. :|
Any advice?!!!!!