wtf?
where did we all go wrong? where did we make the mistakes to make these things happen?
erin and i were talking and we were thinking if our lives have this sucky up till now than in the rules of karma...there's got to be something good coming our way. i mean honestly.. otherwise what is the point? i'm still holding out for something new to come my way...to sweep me off my feet and never let me go...haha whos the hopeless romantic? it'll happen i know it will the question is when and how...i could say i'm not gonna think about it...but you know thats a lie. mmm you just have to have hope. thats something i try never to let go of. because when you least expect it...it will come to you. you can't look for great love i know this now...if hold out long enough it'll come to you.
i've been so closed minded lately...i haven't been paying attention to anything really...i could be at a party but in my head i'd be back in my room sleeping drifting off to another world where things are better.
i hope things get better for all of us...no more bullshit...i try not to be that way...i'm honest and i try to be kind people but apparently thats not the way to be all the time because where has it gotten me...nowhere. i could give up on being that way and be my mean and untrustworthy self...but thats not cool and besides that would take to much energy that i already don't have...its not worth it either.
in closing here are some lyrics to a song ran gave me...they really fit my mood.
Perfecting Loneliness - Jets to Brazil
I'm a long list with no time.
Sunset panic on the street,
sugar and lightbulbs,
the milk of kindness is behind us now.
With all those stones in your coat,
did you think I wouldn't know?
The teat leaves of trashed streets,
dirty needlesand sweets.
Zero to heaven in seven,
a lifetime,
a nanosecond.
All the sand in your glass
is going by so fast.
The radio is playing our tune.
I love it, could you turn it down?
The thought of you crying in my room;
I miss you, could you come around
sometime?
When the nigh comes down,
the world becomes a room
under the microscope
with a labcoat and glue.
I'm fixing this hole
with everything I knew.
The music is making my head split.
I love it, could you turn it off?
The thought of you is tearing me in two.
I miss you, could you come around
sometime?
Sometime?
This list is what went right;
your name is written twice.
We live like astronauts
and our missions never cross.
The stakes are high,
we're standing by.
There used to be a hundred ways to put my arms around you;
Everyone one seemed new,
natural and true,
perfecting lonliness
'til nothing's holding us.
Consider Earth:
we could be the first.
erin and i were talking and we were thinking if our lives have this sucky up till now than in the rules of karma...there's got to be something good coming our way. i mean honestly.. otherwise what is the point? i'm still holding out for something new to come my way...to sweep me off my feet and never let me go...haha whos the hopeless romantic? it'll happen i know it will the question is when and how...i could say i'm not gonna think about it...but you know thats a lie. mmm you just have to have hope. thats something i try never to let go of. because when you least expect it...it will come to you. you can't look for great love i know this now...if hold out long enough it'll come to you.
i've been so closed minded lately...i haven't been paying attention to anything really...i could be at a party but in my head i'd be back in my room sleeping drifting off to another world where things are better.
i hope things get better for all of us...no more bullshit...i try not to be that way...i'm honest and i try to be kind people but apparently thats not the way to be all the time because where has it gotten me...nowhere. i could give up on being that way and be my mean and untrustworthy self...but thats not cool and besides that would take to much energy that i already don't have...its not worth it either.
in closing here are some lyrics to a song ran gave me...they really fit my mood.
Perfecting Loneliness - Jets to Brazil
I'm a long list with no time.
Sunset panic on the street,
sugar and lightbulbs,
the milk of kindness is behind us now.
With all those stones in your coat,
did you think I wouldn't know?
The teat leaves of trashed streets,
dirty needlesand sweets.
Zero to heaven in seven,
a lifetime,
a nanosecond.
All the sand in your glass
is going by so fast.
The radio is playing our tune.
I love it, could you turn it down?
The thought of you crying in my room;
I miss you, could you come around
sometime?
When the nigh comes down,
the world becomes a room
under the microscope
with a labcoat and glue.
I'm fixing this hole
with everything I knew.
The music is making my head split.
I love it, could you turn it off?
The thought of you is tearing me in two.
I miss you, could you come around
sometime?
Sometime?
This list is what went right;
your name is written twice.
We live like astronauts
and our missions never cross.
The stakes are high,
we're standing by.
There used to be a hundred ways to put my arms around you;
Everyone one seemed new,
natural and true,
perfecting lonliness
'til nothing's holding us.
Consider Earth:
we could be the first.