arg
i feel like my life is just now starting...i'm beginning to live a life that i have created in the past three years....and now against my wishes and choice i have to bring it to an end next year...i know i can not graduate next year and the plan was to finish it at school...but my parents say otherwise. they want me to come back here where i have no life and finish school here. i need to stay in elkins this summer...my life depends on it...if i stay here i'll kill myself...they aren't letting me live the life i've made for myself there or started to make there. i know what i have there isn't much but its more than i have here....i have nothing here.