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I still can't seem to stop worrying about everything. Im just SO fucking scared to loose the one I love again. I can't go through it again. I love her too much by now. It's so weird but there's no reason for me to think Im going to get hurt...at all, yet I still do. It has to just be because my concious. I feel terrible for the things I did in my past are eating me to death every single day. I feel like I have like no one sometimes...but I do...I have her. Shes like everything to me. I haven't ever felt something so strong so fast. I have to stop myself from always worrying before it really starts coming between us. I can't fuck this up. She's amazing and I won't find this again I know.