Oct 29, 2008 09:20
Everythings getting much better between Mandi and I now. No more awkwardness. She's super sweet and cute. I saw her yesterday for a few minutes and damn did she look fucking sexy lol. Couldn't keep my eyes off her as usual. Anyway, Im hopefully going to see her today after she gets off work. She got herself a job! Something Im trying to do lol. Last night I said something and she asked me if I wanted to be in a relationship and I lied and said no because I don't want to scare her off. She knows I won't push her to do anything at all that she doesn't want to do or isn't ready for but I still couldn't just out right say, yes, I want to be with you and be your boyfriend. I feel like a little kid lol. I would like to be able to call her my girlfriend, but I can tell she's not ready yet and that's fine with me. Im over everything now and Im ready to start over and do good and not make any of the same mistakes I've made in the past. I want to show her how good she can be and deserves to be treated. She's been fucked over a lot and I am not going to do that to her. Anywayyyyy, hopefully I've got a good chance of getting a job here reallly soon. I'll wait as long as she needs. I like her a frikin ton. But yea, I've gotta chance at O'Riely's Auto Parts but Im not sure I want to work in a parts store again. Im going to try the other GNC and see what they say.