Oct 27, 2008 00:12
Been hanging out with Mandi a lot more. It's getting a little complicated and Im confused on how she feels exactly. I know she likes me...but Im scared she's got the wrong idea about me with a lot of things. I've really got some feelings going on for her now. Im falling for her...kinda hard to. I keep finding myself thinking about her all day and missing her throughout the day. There's something about her that's got me verrrry attracted to her. She's got an amazing personality for one and I LOVE being around her. And fuck no she's not a rebound. I've been asked that and it pisses me off. I really like this girl. I really hope she realizes how I really am and decides to maybe take this further one day. I'd really like to officially date her but Im not going to rush anything else. Besides that, Im going to a career convention on Tuesday with Ray. It's formal and Im taking a lot of resumes with me. Also going to try and apply at GNC tomorrow. I got me a bad ass wet nitrous kit that I just hooked up today. I've got a couple small things left to do and Mandi's supposed to help me tomorrow :) Told ya she's fucking awesomeeee. Oh yea, and Im like really over Angie now. I could seriously (not that I would do this for fun lol) think about her and Hilary kissing or anything and it doesn't bother me anymore. Im happy about that. I've been feeling like that for a good while now actually. I miss my dog and her family but other than that, Im good now. It's about time.