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Still no job for me but Im going today or tomorrow and getting serious about finding one. I've gotta get back into the swing of things. It's just hard now. I don't really have motivation...the past 5 years I've wanted to do good because I was happy for the most part and I had a mate that I wanted to do good for so I could give us a great life. But now it's just me and I lost the most important thing in the world to me so I'd hard to get me going again now. I've found it very hard to quit smoking weed again too lol. I can do it if I really try...it just feels so good that I don't want to haha. But I will. I've quit today actually. Starting my niacin phase that Im going to do to try and get myself clean faster. That, water, and exercise and I should be straight within a week or 2 at the most. Anyway, I just needed to talk a little I guess. Don't really have much else going on...oh I got my lip pierced and I need to put my clear retainer in and I can't get the fucking ring out to put it in! It sucks.