Oct 04, 2004 21:32
Hello,
well many occurances have occurred recently. Last week i managed to read all of the emails i got from my friends after my Dad died whilst listening to sad music and i didnt cry AND it was my time of the month!! i was so pleased because i think its a sign im getting stronger. However i do hate this time of year, its his birthday on october 14th and its almost christmas too :( but im getting there, slowly, and im so so proud.
Other things,
sixth form party was brilliant! well done to everyone involved organising it.
Helped painted the common room kitchen today! i feel glad to have contributed.
Had a 'gathering' on saturday when my mam was away, which turned kinda crazy but was fun all the same :)
Drew is upsetting me big time! he says that he is really down because we spend so much time apart (through circumstances that cant be helped) and so i said do u want to break up with me and he said no, but then he said he didnt think it was a real relationship, so i said do u want to break up with me and he said no.......
Men are the complicated ones ive come to conclude, not women! we know exactly what we want and men dont!!! ive had a change of heart since i said women were the complicated ones. tsk.
Haley xXx