Mandy Sucks, Helen Rocks
So Mandy came over. She mantioned how she couldn't see me next weekend. I asked why and she made up some lie about seeing her aunt. I told her I knew why and she started acting funny. We were watching a film and she stopped touching me at all and just faced the other way. After the film was over she was all like it still so I tired to get her to talk. She wouldn't so so I started getting a bit angrty and stuff. She said aoyut how she likes us botha nd I told her that just wasn't good enough. I know I said I wouldn't go out with her but she makes out that means it's okay for her to fuck othwer boys. I mean, I don;t know she's gonna fuck him but I guess she will. Any normal boy would fuck her straight away. Anyway, she's all crying and stuff (probably just because she's confused or scared) and I get angry and stand up saying "you obvuiously don't care about how I feel" and she stands up and grabs me telling me not to go. I just don't get it. Sometiems she acts like she likes me so mcuh. And that's what makes me like her. Like no girl has ever done anything like that because oif me before. I act as disinterested in heer as I can although all I really want to do is tell her it's alright and try to make her feel better but I'm not being that, not so pathetic. not this time. I'm sick of being walked all over. She calms down and I sit on my compuetr for a bit. I feel ike crap because she likes someone other than me and I only really like her. When she's with me I think she's wonderful.
Anyway, so we start messing about and I'm so horny because I've not played with myself on purpose. I pull down my pants and attempt to put my dick inside her. It's hard and takes a while but I manage it without going limp. Unfortunatly I don;t last too long inside her before I cum. I think I should have maybe not gone so long without playing with myself. Or at least not got so horny talking to little goths on vf so much. She must think I'm fuckiong pathetic.
She has to go early the next day but still she acts like she doesn't want to leave all hugging me and stuff.
So I meet Steve and Julian and revise all day. Do a fair bit I guess. I like Julian. He's funny and stuff. And he has loads of friends. Like pretty cool looking friends. Even now he's a masters kid. I wish I was friends with him in undergrad.
Laura asked me to call so I did. She made me laugh talking about gayness on myspace and 'phittys' and stuff. And I said how in Norway there was a word meaning love as a friends. I said it would be good if they had it here and used 'poop' as an example. Later she sent me a text sayign she pooped me.
Then I got a text from Lea. I texted back and she called me. It was nice, I like Lea. She's scared about hwer exams and stuff but she gets like that. She'll be fine.
Alf said he'd call me but I'd been on the phone all night so I called him. We spoke for about an hour and a half. We spoke about bands we'd be putting on and stuff. It was cool.
I got a message from Hanna on MySpace saying she'd been trying to call me.
Then Helen sent me a text. And then she called me. We spoke and it was nice. We spoke about how myspace sucks and all the little kids on there are gay. We get along pretty well most of the time. And she went and then she started sending me texts. Thety were less about sex this time. She said she wanted to kiss me. I told her she made my heart beat faster and she though I was being aarcastic. That made me feel crap. Like it wouldn't work with us. I've said that to people before and they've liked it. Helen is just all about the sex too mcuh. I think she kinda got that I wasn't too into that kinda thing because she was being all sweet and coy and stuff. Just like talking about kissing and hugs and stuff. She changed to appeal to me which is sweet but the thing is that means I'm obviously not what she wants. And I'm sure she doesn't want someone that looks like me anyway. And not someone with my problems. But I like her voice so much. And she's funny and interesting. Like way better at conversation than me and stuff.
Also I'm addicted to finding little goth girls on vf and talking dirty to them. Yum.
Anyway, so we start messing about and I'm so horny because I've not played with myself on purpose. I pull down my pants and attempt to put my dick inside her. It's hard and takes a while but I manage it without going limp. Unfortunatly I don;t last too long inside her before I cum. I think I should have maybe not gone so long without playing with myself. Or at least not got so horny talking to little goths on vf so much. She must think I'm fuckiong pathetic.
She has to go early the next day but still she acts like she doesn't want to leave all hugging me and stuff.
So I meet Steve and Julian and revise all day. Do a fair bit I guess. I like Julian. He's funny and stuff. And he has loads of friends. Like pretty cool looking friends. Even now he's a masters kid. I wish I was friends with him in undergrad.
Laura asked me to call so I did. She made me laugh talking about gayness on myspace and 'phittys' and stuff. And I said how in Norway there was a word meaning love as a friends. I said it would be good if they had it here and used 'poop' as an example. Later she sent me a text sayign she pooped me.
Then I got a text from Lea. I texted back and she called me. It was nice, I like Lea. She's scared about hwer exams and stuff but she gets like that. She'll be fine.
Alf said he'd call me but I'd been on the phone all night so I called him. We spoke for about an hour and a half. We spoke about bands we'd be putting on and stuff. It was cool.
I got a message from Hanna on MySpace saying she'd been trying to call me.
Then Helen sent me a text. And then she called me. We spoke and it was nice. We spoke about how myspace sucks and all the little kids on there are gay. We get along pretty well most of the time. And she went and then she started sending me texts. Thety were less about sex this time. She said she wanted to kiss me. I told her she made my heart beat faster and she though I was being aarcastic. That made me feel crap. Like it wouldn't work with us. I've said that to people before and they've liked it. Helen is just all about the sex too mcuh. I think she kinda got that I wasn't too into that kinda thing because she was being all sweet and coy and stuff. Just like talking about kissing and hugs and stuff. She changed to appeal to me which is sweet but the thing is that means I'm obviously not what she wants. And I'm sure she doesn't want someone that looks like me anyway. And not someone with my problems. But I like her voice so much. And she's funny and interesting. Like way better at conversation than me and stuff.
Also I'm addicted to finding little goth girls on vf and talking dirty to them. Yum.