Laura hasn't called in weeks or said a thing on msn. She removed my picture from her myspace page. Helen is seeing this guy from her work. I feel worthless.

Three girls from the internet gave me their numbers this week. Strange. Becky, Charlie and Heidi. I'm meeting Heidi soon. She's like 18 or something. And Charlie is like 20 but lives far away. And Becky is 24 and lives in town. I wish I'd met Helen ages ago, it woul;d have made this simpler maybe. I doubt I'll ever meet her now. Heidi has pink hair ( Read more... )

Three girls from the internet gave me their numbers this week. Strange. Becky, Charlie and Heidi. I'm meeting Heidi soon. She's like 18 or something. And Charlie is like 20 but lives far away. And Becky is 24 and lives in town. I wish I'd met Helen ages ago, it woul;d have made this simpler maybe. I doubt I'll ever meet her now. Heidi has pink hair ( Read more... )

Exams are going okay. I'm putting a lot of effort into revision. Usually with two or trhee people. Only a coupel of exams left now then dissertation work. Lea called the other day. I was a bit shit and she nearly went quickly but then I tried and we spoke for quite a while. She said I should visit or she would get off in town for a bit when she was ( Read more... )

She has a big head. I don't like big heads. She's just too big. Not like fat but I need just big in generl. Big heads do that too me. They just look big. I'm sure she's losing interst, I know I am. I smile less and don't dream as much. I dreamed the first two nights in a row. She looks pretty on web cam but not in photos. But I'm hardly pretty.

Is what the text said after an horus phone call. She wants me to send her dirty texts and stuff. I just can't do stuff like that. A fucking text. What a kid. I read shit on the internet about her. Liek she's a fucking pathetic psycho whore slut. Probably true.

>I'd still do so much to your cute body :P ( Read more... )

>The things I would do to you in them ( Read more... )

I unblocked her. I knew it was a mistake. Said how she's had some "slap and tickle" with some boy. She's a fucking bitch.

came online after being out. She was beautiful.