May 02, 2006 15:32
So all along I'd known mandy said stuff to other boys,. And I know she probably kissed that mike kid when she went to see him. I saw she'd put all this stuff on this Jamie kids page about how she wanted to kiss hima nd be with him. I told Laura and sent Mandy a message telling her not to come over on Wednesday. Just then Laura showed me stuff she'd been saying to Mike. Stuff saying about being exclusive and stuff. I told Mandy. She got funny with me and lied about stuff and blah blah. I called her later and she cried a bit. I felt sorry for her and asked her to come over to talk. She admitted kissing Mike. God knows what else they did. I know Mandy seems pretty eager to do naughty stuff. She admitted liking Mike too. She said they'd talked about being exclusive but decided not too because of the distance. She didn't seem to understabnd why taht bothered me. She said it was because I didn't want to go out with her. But to me it seems if she really likes me she'd only want to go out with me. Still I couldn't help kissing her. And then I did naughty stuff. But I couldn't make her cum. And I swear I couldn;t have had sex with her if I'd wanted to. I suck so bad. Anyway, she acts liek she likes me but I just don't get it. And things aen't the same any more. I dunno. She's meant to be coming over on Wednesday. I should probably just forget abotu her. but really I just want to fuck her. I should just fuck her and get it over wityh. I guess I would if I was sure I could do it. I must be the only reason she wants me anyway. Oh, she's so cuking cute when I play with her pussy though. Like cutest ever. I was really starting to fall for her too. I guess it's best like this though. I dunno. She sucks whatever. I would never really want to go out with her. And especially not now. She's fucked it up and its her fault so I should let her know it.
Did some data mining with Steve and Jullian yesterday. Laura said she's had enough of Micth cos he's acting uninterested since they kissed. She's probably expecting too much or it was an off day though or something. Apparently she has something to tell me tonight. It better not be that they're going out. I'd hate that right now.
I got a lot of networks revision done yesterday but I've been a bit slow on it. I'm tired today. I've been drinking a bit in the evenings alone. Not good, I know.
We got given HWK by another promoter that doesn't want to do it anymore. Cool stuff. on the 18th. Coming home for that one.
Mandy fucking sucks.