Mandyness
So the band we were putting on got their whole UK tour cancelled because they couldn't get into the UK. Didn't have work permits the fools. Anyway, means we don't get to hang out with them in London and get on the guest list for the London gig or anything. Sucky. I was maybe going to meet Helen too *sigh*.
Kitten texted me yesterday saying "You can download films fast can't you? How are you?". The dumb fuck. If you're pretending to talk to someone not just because you want something you at least ask how they are first. Not gonna reply to that one. Mandy told me Kitten had broken up with her boyfriend that day. Well I'd prefered he broke up with her but as long as it didn't work out better than us. I guess they probably fucked. Oh well.
Laura's been real nice recently but she's still got this gay thing for Mitch. I hope nothing comes of it.
I came back to uni yesterday and Mandy came over. I had to walk to meet her in town. We just watched tv and stuff. As soon as we ghot back to mine I asked for a hug and got one but only quickly and then she moved away. She acted all uninterested and so I thought maybe sonmething happened with the boy from Birming. I dunno, maybe it did but I didn't want to ask. I mean, it's not like I wouldn't do/havn't done stuff with girls recently. I'm an arsehole, I know. Anyway, after a while I asked her if she liked me and stuff and she said I knew she did so I got some hugs and I kissed her and stuff. And I kissed her lots. And her kisses are weird. No tongue at all but not yuck. But there's something missing. And she starts getting pretty into it at times. So yeah, we get undressed for bed and so I start being naughty and stuff. Playing with her pussy and stuff but I'm so fucking out of practise. Like a year since I've really done naything. but still, she's a little responsive when I do - like it's the only time. So I do some stuff and I'm not sure if I make her cum. Maybe not so I heep at it and then maybe I do again. But maybe not. Now I think not because of what happened today. So we go to sleep and stuff. And I'm sort of getting into her. She's cute and sweet and in dim light she looks so fucking cute. She barely looks at me but when she does glance at me and smile her blue eyes are so fucking pretty. And when she's all excited she is so cute.
Anyway, the next day I got up first and did some work on the computer and stuff. I didn't get up until like 1 anyway. Tom asks if I want to come to the cinama to see Scary Movie 4. I ask Mandy and we go decide to go. I'm glad, it makes me look like I have friends and now we do more than just sit around and watch TV. If only that kinda thing happened with Kitten, cos liek that was one of her complaints. Anyway, yeah so we watch it and it's okay. Toms friend comes too who I think I met when I got fucked. He seems to not hate me so I guess I'm okay. Anyway, he has a spare ticket for PATD. I get offered it and I accept. Woop! The movie was okay. I hold Mandys hand through it. It was nice.
Anyway, we come home, have some food, watch some films and then get naughty. I didn't know if I should but I couldn't help it. She never acts interested in it but she never tried to stop me or anything. I think she wants it she's just shy. I try to be good and tease her. I try to kiss her all over and stuff instead of going straight for the pussy but she does't respond unless I'm at the pussy. I try to go for the clit but I guess either I'm doing it wrong or she's not to into it or something. She acts a little interested but if I go inside she loves it. I keep kissing her while I do. She seems to like me kissing and biting her neck a bit so I do that too. And she seems to like it if I hold her tightly. All girls seem to like that. Maybe it's like a manly thing to do or something. Anyway, this time she seems more into it. Making loads of cute sounds and saying fuck and stuff. That's all so fucking cute. It makes me do sounds back. Anyway, I'm pretty sure she came this time because the texture of her pussy all changed inside. Something that I remember from Rachel. And at abut that time she says "I want you so bad". I don't know what she means. Maybe she means like inside her. I kind of wanted it too but I'm too mesed up. Maybe another day, I dunno. I know I wont go out with her but I keep saying nice things to her. I mean them though. I think she's so cute and I do miss her and stuff. But I also don't tell her that I find her well boirng. But then maybe I'm well boring.
Anyway, yeah she went home atfer that and in the car park she hugged me for ages and told me she didn't want to go like 4 times. So sweet.
When we were in bed Jorell called. She was really drunk and sad. She was saying how she didn't know what went wrong with us and stuff. mandy was quiet luckily. I went after about quater of an hour. It was as short as I could manage so I didn't feel too bad to Jorell or Mandy. I told Jorell she'd woken me up. The next day she phones again when Mandy is over. We talk for abotu quater of an horu again while Mandy plays MySpace. I'm surprised she didn't hear the keys going.
I havn't heard from Lucy in a while. Not since I got her for lying. I dunno, do I really care. Oh well, I'll call her tomorrow maybe.
marlene sent me a text saying she missed me. I really should reply sometime but I really can't be arsed.
Kitten texted me yesterday saying "You can download films fast can't you? How are you?". The dumb fuck. If you're pretending to talk to someone not just because you want something you at least ask how they are first. Not gonna reply to that one. Mandy told me Kitten had broken up with her boyfriend that day. Well I'd prefered he broke up with her but as long as it didn't work out better than us. I guess they probably fucked. Oh well.
Laura's been real nice recently but she's still got this gay thing for Mitch. I hope nothing comes of it.
I came back to uni yesterday and Mandy came over. I had to walk to meet her in town. We just watched tv and stuff. As soon as we ghot back to mine I asked for a hug and got one but only quickly and then she moved away. She acted all uninterested and so I thought maybe sonmething happened with the boy from Birming. I dunno, maybe it did but I didn't want to ask. I mean, it's not like I wouldn't do/havn't done stuff with girls recently. I'm an arsehole, I know. Anyway, after a while I asked her if she liked me and stuff and she said I knew she did so I got some hugs and I kissed her and stuff. And I kissed her lots. And her kisses are weird. No tongue at all but not yuck. But there's something missing. And she starts getting pretty into it at times. So yeah, we get undressed for bed and so I start being naughty and stuff. Playing with her pussy and stuff but I'm so fucking out of practise. Like a year since I've really done naything. but still, she's a little responsive when I do - like it's the only time. So I do some stuff and I'm not sure if I make her cum. Maybe not so I heep at it and then maybe I do again. But maybe not. Now I think not because of what happened today. So we go to sleep and stuff. And I'm sort of getting into her. She's cute and sweet and in dim light she looks so fucking cute. She barely looks at me but when she does glance at me and smile her blue eyes are so fucking pretty. And when she's all excited she is so cute.
Anyway, the next day I got up first and did some work on the computer and stuff. I didn't get up until like 1 anyway. Tom asks if I want to come to the cinama to see Scary Movie 4. I ask Mandy and we go decide to go. I'm glad, it makes me look like I have friends and now we do more than just sit around and watch TV. If only that kinda thing happened with Kitten, cos liek that was one of her complaints. Anyway, yeah so we watch it and it's okay. Toms friend comes too who I think I met when I got fucked. He seems to not hate me so I guess I'm okay. Anyway, he has a spare ticket for PATD. I get offered it and I accept. Woop! The movie was okay. I hold Mandys hand through it. It was nice.
Anyway, we come home, have some food, watch some films and then get naughty. I didn't know if I should but I couldn't help it. She never acts interested in it but she never tried to stop me or anything. I think she wants it she's just shy. I try to be good and tease her. I try to kiss her all over and stuff instead of going straight for the pussy but she does't respond unless I'm at the pussy. I try to go for the clit but I guess either I'm doing it wrong or she's not to into it or something. She acts a little interested but if I go inside she loves it. I keep kissing her while I do. She seems to like me kissing and biting her neck a bit so I do that too. And she seems to like it if I hold her tightly. All girls seem to like that. Maybe it's like a manly thing to do or something. Anyway, this time she seems more into it. Making loads of cute sounds and saying fuck and stuff. That's all so fucking cute. It makes me do sounds back. Anyway, I'm pretty sure she came this time because the texture of her pussy all changed inside. Something that I remember from Rachel. And at abut that time she says "I want you so bad". I don't know what she means. Maybe she means like inside her. I kind of wanted it too but I'm too mesed up. Maybe another day, I dunno. I know I wont go out with her but I keep saying nice things to her. I mean them though. I think she's so cute and I do miss her and stuff. But I also don't tell her that I find her well boirng. But then maybe I'm well boring.
Anyway, yeah she went home atfer that and in the car park she hugged me for ages and told me she didn't want to go like 4 times. So sweet.
When we were in bed Jorell called. She was really drunk and sad. She was saying how she didn't know what went wrong with us and stuff. mandy was quiet luckily. I went after about quater of an hour. It was as short as I could manage so I didn't feel too bad to Jorell or Mandy. I told Jorell she'd woken me up. The next day she phones again when Mandy is over. We talk for abotu quater of an horu again while Mandy plays MySpace. I'm surprised she didn't hear the keys going.
I havn't heard from Lucy in a while. Not since I got her for lying. I dunno, do I really care. Oh well, I'll call her tomorrow maybe.
marlene sent me a text saying she missed me. I really should reply sometime but I really can't be arsed.