its hard to breath
life keeps getting harder.. i dont know wat to do anymore.. i keep wanting to do things.. but i know i wouldnt be able to go through with it.... i just cant take it anymore.. my parents hate me, neither trust me, all for something.. that really... i couldnt help... its not like im doing drugs or anything.. this is just dumb.. i really dont know wat to do anymore.. i need someone to talk to someone to help me... i have my mom... but not anymore.. and even when i did... ide get yelled at if i thought the wrong way... i dont know.. i just cant take this... i wanna do so much.. but am to scared to do it... so i know i wont do it... but it scares me that i even think about doing it. i just need something to happen right now... something needs to change.. things need to get better.... i dont know wat to do anymore.... i have no privacy, im not trusted, its like i have no parents... and itd be ok... if id done something wrong!