i dont even know wat to put here.. so i put this

[for_me1989]

ok so one im taking my drivers ed test thursday.. im almost positive im not gonna pass so yea.. about that. >.< im not telling too many ppl im ashamed im not gonna pass...... so also meaps this week i had 3 effing hours for lunch today and thursday .. it was fun. ^.^ hmm what else.. oh next monday the dance test ill be studying for that.... next saturday the trip to chicago im so excited.. hopefully it will go as good as i hope. i mean one i actually get to get outa my house.. 2. i actually get to spend a day with sarah.. probably for the last time in a long time v.v ... argh.. the two ppl i care a hell a lot about they basically have to sneak around to see me... and pretty much im not worth getting caught to see.... thats been pretty clear.... but ide rather that then them get introuble for seeing me so wat can u do u know.... oh well... single is good... depressing at times but good.... i need to find someone to go to prom with.. more as a friend but i dont want it to be a guy lol.. itd just b too weird.. i think ide cry if i went with a guy cuz ide just think of thomas the whole time and miss him the whole time... so if i go with a girl itll be funner.. also cuz im going with kim and bo.. and im staying the night with kim afterwards that should be some good fun... thats also another reason i want a girl to go with bcuz i want somoene i can trust... but i dont plan on doing anything after prom but hanging out ..what they do is what they do.. but i wont... but yea.. sarah wanna go with me to prom?? heh like thats gonna happen but seriously just as friends that would be fun... if she coudl go and make an excuse to stay the night that night.... say shes hanging out at someone elses house.. doubt it... o well im done ttyl bbye
Samantha