Feb 16, 2006 16:02
i dont even know wat to do.. im so freaking scared/ worried its not even funny.... what if wat im worried about is really there..wat the hell am i goin to do??? wat am i going to say....right now i can pretty much say i think ide kill myself...no joke....but i think when it comes down to it ... i wouldnt have the balls to do it....and y hurt so many others because of my mistake.... but ....wat the hell am i going to do.... i just hope that im wrong...and i dont have to worry about all of this.........but theres just ....ugh i dont even know...Help .... v.v
samantha