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Feb 12, 2006 10:53

~ wondering why ~

Tell me, i have something to live for,
tell me there's someone who cares.
hear me crying, hear me screaming,
wondering why.
why must everything i love fall apart,
cant you see how much you mean to me.
i want to hold you, to kiss you,
to hug you and never let go.
i look into your eyes and my heart melts,
i hold your hand and want
you to be in my arms forever.
but now i have nothing.
Tell me, i have something to live for,
tell me theres someone who cares.
hear me crying, hear me screaming,
wondering why.
im slowly drifting away,
my insides being torn out,
theres nothing left for me now.
you had my heart and crushed it
and now its gone.
i feel so cold so useless.
now im fading away.
fading away into nothing,
all alone and scared to live.
everyones leaving, drifting away,
everyone hates me, what can i say?
Tell me, i have something to live for,
tell me theres someone who cares.
hear me crying, hear me screaming,
wondering why.
i feel so alone and so disserted,
like no one cares and no ones here.
i want to be with you but that
will never happen. hear me screaming,
hear me yelling, wondering why.

now single again ... v.v wow this blows... ive never really been dumped before i mean thomas did but not cuz he wanted to.....wat a way to wake up to right??? it was a nice cry ...havent really had a good cry in a while.... wow i seem so pathetic.... this is rediculouse >.< .... y cant just one thing go right??

and yea i wrote that shitty song or w.e u wanna call it this morning after i got off the phone with sarah.. i couldnt get back to sleep so i wrote that then fell asleep ..mascara on my face a stuffy nose and a hangover AWESOME...

>.<
samantha
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