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people tend
to forget my name
something that
i'd rather not change

hard to change your way
when running on a treadmill
easy to look ahead
when every days the same

need to find a foothold
to climb out of this grave
lay the dead to rest
it's my own life that i need to save

but i just cant seem to find the motivation
procrastonators like me
are left with nothing but hesitation
it's hard to mend
with your body full of pins
hard to make a beginning
after so many ends