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I cant even make myself try. thats my problem, ive never had any reason to make it work. in school, at my job, i just float through. i need a war. a big one. something worth fighting for.
it's like martin sheen said in apocalypse now, "you'll never find out what the fuck you are working in some factory in ohio." yeah i know, i live in oklahoma, but the point still stands.